In love with you

You know i don't have too. . .

2009-07-21T14:54:00.005+08:00

Oh gosh it's been awhile. I was too caught up with work, too clingy to rezal and so much in love with my parents till I don't have a decent time to do a decent thing like checking my mails what's more to do an entry. My lappy is collecting dust at the corner without I even bother to wipe it off. I drag my feet to walk over to pick up this laptop and here I am tying this entry. Abah have been telling me, "you have not been updating your blog for long."

So here goes, over the past few weekends the highlight of the best part of the weekend, is when good movies and finger licking good foods. We have it the mamak style.

Work wise, stress level wasn't so high like the previous one. So in conclusion, when stress level high the pay check is as high as your stress level. When your stress level is on the average side, same goes to the pay check. But all in all, working here was a bliss, I'm content with everything I have right now. Allhamdullilah

What I'm looking forward right now is I can't wait to get my hands on the new gadget. Oh oh almost forgot, I have this sudden craze for RED. I want everything in RED, my shoes, my sandals, my bag, oh and the new gadget I wish I can get the RED ones too. Maybe we should be in RED for this year Hari Raya. Rezal gonna faint when he hear this. haha

The best part of the week..

2009-06-23T02:34:00.000+08:00

...is when i found out this week roster marks today is my off day...

...The other best part is where, you take me out on a late night during weekdays and drove up to get a cuppa coffee as we share and filled each others with updates on our work...

...Another best part, is how lucky can it be when we both are on our off day today. Such a coinsidence...

...We shall go shopping later today. For my working shoes, my virgin black shoes that i'm gonna get. How it look oh so funny to look down at my feet and saw black shoes on it.. YIKES !

ps: i think i have a hard time looking out for a black shoe lah..

Kiss me through the phone. . .

2009-06-16T23:04:00.002+08:00

It's wednesday tomorrow, the middle of the week and weekend is 2 days away. :) And today mark my 2nd day of work. Work has been nothing much at this point of the time. I'm still having orientation. So as to say, the preassure isn't there yet. Collegues, are mostly senior-ita and being around them feel so homely. hahaha Because to them I'm still a baby, they treating more like their daughters. :) But nevertheless, don't take them for granted, they do have their venom. But, there's nothing to be worried about, as long you doing the right thing not giving them attitude they will always treat you with lots of tender, loving care. (tlc)

Speaking of TLC. Rezal have been very very extra extra extra sweet lately like seriously, I was speechless to how he behave towards me lately. Every morning, every lunch time, every tea break, every minute where he got the free time he will either text me wish lots of sweet loving messages or call me to sing me this song. :)

If he don't get to sing for me, he will text me this part of the song. Like one part when we wake up at 5.30 am in the morning. Then another one when we're on the way to work. The next one lunch time, the following one during tea-break and lastly on the way home. It don't have to go into sequence, he will randomly pick any parts of the songs to suite his feeling and what he wants to relay to me. :)

Baby you know that I miss you, I wanna get with you tonight
But I cannot baby girl and that's the issue
Girl you know I miss you, I just wanna kiss you
But I can't right now so baby kiss me thru the phone, I'll see you later on
Kiss me thru the phone, see you when I get home

Baby I know that you like me, you my future wifey
Soulja Boy Tell 'Em, yeah
You can be my Bonnie, I can be your Clyde
You could be my wife, text me, call me

I need you in my life, yeah all day everyday I need ya
And every time I see ya my feelings get deeper
I miss ya, I miss ya, I really wanna kiss you but I can't
Six, seven, eight, triple nine, eight, two, one, two

Baby I been thinking lately so much about you
Everything about you, I like it, I love it
Kissing you in public, thinking nothing of it
Roses by the dozen, talking on the phone

Baby you so sexy, your voice is so lovely
I love your complexion, I miss ya, I miss ya, I miss ya
I really wanna kiss you but I can't
Six, seven, eight, triple nine, eight, two, one, two

....i really don't know what to say. All I can say is....

We just don't care.

2009-06-15T00:56:00.004+08:00

Let's go to the park

I wanna kiss you underneath the stars

Maybe we go too far, we just don't care

We just don't care

- John Legend

So the weekend just ended. A new week approaching. I'm looking forward for the new week. I'm back to financially independent (finally).

...I rest my head on your shoulder, you kiss my hair then the forehead. I look at you and we both smile. We stay silence for a while. You then held my hands oh so tight as we both look outside the window and watched the view right in front of us. Sunset, a wonderful sight. We don't need to say anything at all. When our eyes meet, our hearts speaks on its own. Another day, another time we'll be here again...

Let's make love

Let's go somewhere, they might discover us

Let's get lost in lust,

we just don't care,

we just don't care

We just don't care

- John Legend

ps: the song of the week

Dance for two.

2009-06-14T02:09:00.009+08:00

Quoted from rezal facebook status.

Nursyahrezal Ghazali enjoying my day off starting from now...... yeah..... come here baby god i miss you so so so much........!!!!! on Friday
Comment:

Shiks Kyn at 12:54am June 13
So cheezy! Lol.

rezal is sleeping soundly already. While, i couldn't sleep just yet. Well, maybe because i had a great time spending the weekend away with rezal. I don't wish to sleep cuz i don't want to end the weekend just yet. It's been so long since we had a couple outing together. Yes. I'm not kidding. Most of the time, we either went out as a family, with our group of friends and at times along with the cousin. Plus, for the past couple of months, rezal had been really really busy at work extremely busy i must say, where at times i felt like i had been neglected by him. And when i felt that way, i get cranky and demands attention from him even if it's just hearing his voice over the phone. But at times, even that i couldn't get, cuz once he got home, he'll be too tired to talk and all he need is his bed. So the day we spent together like on friday and saturday, is the day i appreciate and treasure the most because later today he'll be working yet again. Now you know, the reason behind his facebook status. Cheezy how it sound, but we really do miss each other alot alot. ;)

On a different note. Some people do stuff that irk me. Especially when all they do is copying. Like i mention in my facebook, no identity. Even people nya lifestyle pun nak ikut kelakar kan. Tapi itu lah manusia. Ikut - mengikut adalah salah satu hobby mereka tanpa mereka sedari. Yang kita - kita yang tahu cara kita telah menjadi ikut - ikutan biarkan aje lah. Anggap lah yang kita ni seseorang celebrity, setiap gerak geri dan cara kita mesti di perhatikan dan menjadi ikutan. (ceh ceh ceh) :) peace.

Ini case pak mat tempeh nya cucu..

2009-06-13T02:39:00.000+08:00

During one of our conversation.

Me: You, kat rumah you ada roti?
Rezal: You...you tahu tak dah 2 hari I tak hisap rokok..
Me: Huh? Apa you..I tanya pasal roti lah jauh seh you dengar rokok..

hahaha! tak ku sangka bole tahan jugak rezal nya sound..

Over the moon.

2009-06-12T15:39:00.006+08:00

During my teens, there was a point of a time where I failed my parents. I failed to be their precious gems. I fought with rebellious for freedom. Where mum cried every minute of the day, crying of unbelievable to how much I changed at that point of the time. Apparently, during secondary my studies have not been affected, had always been the top 5 in class during exams every year. The top 3 in school for my mother tongue subject every year. (come to think about it, that's the amazing part) You see, after all the rebellious I still managed to succeed in studies. Right after N Level, mum cried because I choose not to proceed with my O levels but to proceed to ITE. How she so against with the idea. And how stoned headed I was to stick to my decision. (plus, at that point of the time there's this someone who i called "my steady" proceed to ITE and I wanna be with him too) Yup. That is also part of the reason why I choose the ITE path.

During ITE, the first time I walk in the campus I asked myself, "what have I got myself into!" A pinch of regrad come crawling and sink ed in my heart. But, this is my decision. Mum had approved it, though she is not willing too. I know, I can't back out now. All I need to do is to proceed and go on and do my very best trying to prove to mum that I didn't make the wrong decision. (nak ikut "staedy" sangat end up) Relationship with the "steady" wasn't steady enough. We split. Whereas I, continue to succeed where I A'ces all the module allhamdulliah. (ni part mum already impress) Right after completing my Nitec course in ITE. I was too young to start working and wish to continue to proceed with my Higher Nitec Course in ITE. (mum get more impress, no more tears)After which, my gpa allowed me to step up further and gain my Diploma.

The walk of life in Poly was absolutely a different lifestyle. Which I got myself into a major culture shock, in poly I lost confidence in myself. No longer the A'ces student I used to be. I was thinking to myself what's happening to me. Why the failure after I go this far. And the failure was like a big slap across my face and the greatest knock on the wall. I went crazy. The first year of poly was a misery for me. Projects and exams made me cry. I don't why, but I cry alot during the first year. After awhile, as I slowly climb up the ladders, with the help and supports from my parents, rezal and my supporting girlfriends. I manage to take control of the poly life. Slowly but surely. I studied hard enough to move from one level to another.

On the 25th May 2009, I made mum cried yet agian. But, this time around I wasn't being rebellious. She cried the tears of joy. I cried too. Only the one who are closed to me know, the hardship I went through. Those moments I will never ever forget. As I would like to quote this from someone's blog( which I stumble by chance), which I really like the pharase so much.

"failure is the drive to my every success".
and its really okay to let others laugh at our falls first.
they will and can always fall tomorrow.

ps: dear someone who i ripped of these phrase from. I would like to thank you. the pharse speaks on its own to how it feels to be up there on the stage.

Love is tricky things to put into words.

2009-05-26T23:59:00.003+08:00

Don't you think? Like the situation i'm at right not. I have tap on the backspace key a countless times because the mind working on the right things to say as the hand do the typing and the eyes do the walking and the heart do the reading and relay it back to the mind if it's sounds right and the mind relay back to the heart creating the feeling if its not right and the hands to the walking to the backspace and the cycle goes on. Yup. Well, there's alot of things that I want to say really. Especially to you rezal. But I just cant find the right words to describe, to use, to say, to to you know. I wish the brain works on its own, to what came into the mind and it automatically reflects on these laptop screen without you even have to type it out. It safe alot more energy too. Hah. Too imaginative there.

Well, today marked our 85th Monthsary. How time flies. Cliche how it sounds. But those moments that we've gone through together has created us to where we are right now. We've gone through different stages of challenges together. From childish misunderstood during our teens to hardcore arguments as we matured up till now where we at the stage where we grew fonder to each other, lesser arguments in fact not at all [and i'm proud of us for that] at this stage hopefully [insyaallah] there won't be anymore. Even if there is, we can just brush it off easily. Confidence I have. I also remember [will never forgotten about this] one of the hardship that we go through together is where ,you serving your national service while I'm doing my diploma, and then during your national service you have to go off for an overseas training while I struggle to get my mind set concentrate on school which was really really hard.

Whereas now, where we have surpasses those hard times. We are now more matured. [yes you are] Handling hard situations didn't cause much problems to us anymore. We're understanding each other more. And I'm proud of you. I'm at the most happiest feeling that I ever felt in my life. [besides yesterday when I finally graduated but i'm talking about us now eh. sorry lah terpesong abit lah my mind ni.]I felt we're back to our honeymoon stage just like before when we first get together in this relationship. You have definately makes a different in my life right now, not only mine but my parents life too. You manage to get yourself a place in their hearts. :) They are treating you like their own son now, where sometimes I get jealous of you because they pay more attention to you compare to me especially abah. haha.

Well, happy 85th monthsary once again rezal. 17th April 2010 is the next date to remember and I'm looking forward to it Insyaallah Amin.

Mean girls no?

2009-05-19T14:01:00.007+08:00

Recently, with the help of Facebook many of my long lost primary school friends were found. Mainly, they found me. They hit the search button with my full name, I'll be there the one and only. No mistakes made, that I can guarantee. When I asked how they managed to find me, that's the exact thing that they did. At first, I was excited to have found almost the whole cohort adding me up as friends. As usual when you have found a long lost friends you will be asking all the regular questions, how have you been, watcha doing now, talk about the good old times we shared, the good and bad memories together etc. In the process of catching up, a flash back hit me to why I avoided them after my Psle. 13 years ago memories mind you. But not even once I had forgotten what had happened, those memories wish to stay and I let them be. Why is that you might asked. Well, because of the past I have became who I am right now. I don't wish to dwell on the past, neither do I want to think bad of them, I believe in people changing. So I continued with excitement of catching up till today. In between of these catching up, I have found the same clan consist 5 girls that have cause my misery back then, that they have not changed a bit. They still have the "kepo nak mampus" attitude, "step jambu nak mampus" attitude, "step bagus nak mampus" attitude and my favourite one "macam paham nak mampus" attitude. When all these attitudes combine to one Iwe called it Bitches. No? Ok maybe, I'm the only one here. Well anyway, I'm telling myself, maybe I still have grudges against them. Let's don't be quick to judge. Maybe they are sincerely wanting to stay in touch with me. But as time goes by, the more catching up we did, the more I started to believe that they have not change a bit. Infact, the married ones are absolutely proud. [mendabek dada nya berbual ah, tak bole ang seh wai.] You might be wondering why the sudden I'm typing out these entry. Ini case dah tak bole tahan. Absolutely pissed, and extremely irritated by their attitude. And today one of the married girl is getting on my nerve. A convo between married girl "A" and myself "Z" and another married girl "S" is in the story line.

A: hey babe, had lunch?

Z: yup, just had mine.

A: you know I went to meet S, the other day.

Z: oh ok.

A: I went to meet her at her mother house.

A: she have a good life...has an housewife..

Z: oh ok. ic ic.
[immediately, crossout the window and apprear to be offine.]

You tell me what's her motive behind these convo? Now, you tell me being a housewife is a good life? Unless you tell me a housewife a.k.a tai tai then I believe you that's a good life. But from where I see, "A" and "S" is no-where near there. Mind you these just happened just now. There are alot more irritating convo before when we first started on our catching up.

And, these clan also organised for reunion. A make-over session for BLPS girls they called it. But I doubt I'll be there. So right now I was thinking to myself, what is their main reason to really came up to me and wanting to do a catch up with me.

PCD in Singapore

2009-05-19T00:00:00.000+08:00

I want to catch the Pussycat Dolls concert. I might be going. But then again, depending on Rezal if his schedule is free. We'll see how. I'm not their biggest fan though but I just love looking at their sex appealing faces and dance moves.

Mother in law motivational story

2009-05-18T18:08:00.006+08:00

A long time ago in China , a girl named Li-Li got married & went to live with her husband and mother-in-law. In a very short time, Li-Li found that she couldn't get along with her mother-in-law at all. Their personalities were very different, and Li-Li was angered by many of her mother-in-law's habits. In addition, she criticized Li-Li constantly. Days passed, and weeks passed. Li-Li and her mother-in-law never stopped arguing and fighting. But what made the situation even worse was that, according to ancient Chinese tradition, Li-Li had to bow to her mother-in-law and obey her every wish. All the anger and unhappiness in the house was causing Li-Li's poor husband! D great distress. Finally, Li-Li could not stand her mother-in-! law's bad temper and dictatorship any longer, and she decided to do something about it! Li-Li went to see her father's good friend, Mr. Huang, who sold herbs. She told him the situation and asked if he would give her some poison so that she could solve the problem once and for all. Mr. Huang thought for awhile, and finally said, "Li-Li, I will help you solve your problem, but you must listen to me and obey what I tell you. Li-Li said, "Yes, Mr. Huang, I will do whatever you tell me to do." Mr. Huang went into the back room, and returned in a few minutes with a package of herbs. He told Li-Li, "You can't use a quick-acting poison to get rid of your mother-in-law, because that would cause people to become suspicious. Therefore, I have given you a number of herbs that will slowly build up poison in her body. Every other day prepare some delicious meal and put a little of these herbs in her serving. Now, in order to make sure that nobody suspect you, when she dies, you must be very careful to act very friendly towards her. "Don't argue with her, obey her every wish, and treat her like a queen." Li-Li was so happy. She thanked Mr. Huang and hurried home to start her plot of murdering her mother-in-law. Weeks went by, and months went by, and every other day, Li-Li served the specially treated food to her mother-in-law. She remembered what Mr. Huang had said about avoiding suspicion, so she controlled her temper, obeyed her mother-in-law, and treated her like her own mother. After six months had passed, the whole household had changed. Li-Li had practiced controlling her temper so much that she found that she almost never got mad or upset. She hadn't had an argument with her mother-in-law in six months because she now seemed much kinder and easier to get along with. The mother-in-law's attitude toward Li-Li changed, and she began to love Li-Li like her own daughter. She kept telling friends and relatives that Li-Li was the best daughter-in- law one could ever find. Li-Li and her mother-in-law were now treating each other like a real mother and daughter. Li-Li's husband was very happy to see what was happening. One day, Li-Li came to see Mr. Huang and asked for his help again She said, "Dear Mr. Huang, please help me to keep the poison from killing my mother-in-law. She's changed into such a nice woman, and I love her like my own mother. I do not want her to die because of the poison I gave her." Mr. Huang smiled and nodded his head. "Li-Li, there's nothing to worry about. I never gave you any poison. The herbs I gave you were vitamins to improve her health. The only poison was in your mind and your attitude toward her, but that has been all washed away by the love which you gave to her." HAVE YOU REALIZED that how you treat others is exactly how they will treat you? There is a wise Chinese saying: "The person who loves others will also be loved in return." God might be trying to work in another person's life through you.

The opposite attracts in my life

2009-05-16T14:35:00.004+08:00

Love is when you find someone you can really be yourself with and that you can share anything with. It's when you cant even imagine what your life would be like without that person. When words don't even come cose to how you really feel and even though it doesn't maje sense to other people, you know that you were meant to be together always.

Life a roller coaster ride

2009-05-15T23:46:00.002+08:00

Emotions are like a roller coaster. Sometimes you're up, sometimes you're down; sometimes you're upside down for a minute, then right side up the next. Normally, when people achieve their goals, their outlook on life is bright and cheery. They burst with positive emotions. However, when disappointment and frustration come their way, high enthusiasms dampen in a flash.

Collected the graduation gown. The day I'm waiting for be arriving soon. 25th May 2009 the graduation ceremony.

Love

2009-05-07T18:00:00.001+08:00

Love

2009-05-06T02:04:00.000+08:00

2009-04-27T14:30:00.003+08:00

I'm feeling abit low during the weekend, simply because the one that cheer me up was down with fever. Not only the weekend swift past us fast but my 7th year anniversary goes with it too. But no worries, hun I understand. Infact, kesian to see you having a high fever. It's be ages since you got a high fever. So I truly understand that you need your rest. That is the most important thing of all. But what, I'm really surprised of the little video that you've made. :) In a sudden, you put a smile on my face. Though you did not managed to be with me on our day. The little things that you did is good enough for me. haha very unexpected lah. Yes hun, we can always celebrate the day other times. And hun, thank you so much for the little things that you do. I really do appreciate it. It's the thoughts that count kan so I see you when I see you soon. Love you always Nursyahrezal. Still Happy 7th Year Anniversary Hun.

2009-04-26T19:54:00.004+08:00

It's sad though to feel under the weather on the most important day of our lives. Well, I'm sorry. But dear, I'll make it up to you for sure. But, at least what I can do is to dedicate a small project that I've made.

Once again, I'm sorry baby. We shall celebrate our anniversary, once I'm feeling well, and not too tied up with work.

ps:
Happy 7th Years Anniversary Baby.
I Love You

2009-04-21T18:42:00.001+08:00

O.M.G..... what can i say, we officially turn 25. Maybe for some this is the time to be looking forward too year after year... But this time its different for us. Its not the figure, its not the celebration, its not the late nights and hello good morning.. Well its come to our attention that this time its more on reflecting the pass and how time pass so fast to get this far and the things we been through for us and together with our family.

The figure 25 its just another figure but through the figure lies a meaning for both of us.. Responsibility and Commitment... Responsible for our action and decision we make . Commitment for our Responsible that we hold being the chid of our family and love ones and also to the future we make..

Big plans coming out of us and as long as we have Loyalty,Responsible, Commitment and Respect, insyaalah we will achieve what we want and what we plan..

Happy Birthday Baby........ :)

the heart says.

2009-04-21T14:59:00.000+08:00

" mak sayang isyah? " i asked in the morning i turned 25 the other day. " eh mestilah sayang daripada kecik sampai sekarang ". she said. i felt like a little girl when i heard mak said that. i felt the uncondition love of her.

my 25 was spent very simple. a family affair. i want it that way. the day before the official day, spent time with rezal, celebrating his birthday. while we counting down to midnight for my birthday.

at the stroke of midnight, rezal sang the loudest birthday song at the side road.. where many eyes were looking at us. and when the police car was doing the usual patrolling, i thought they gonna stop us and do the usual check. rezal quickly said, " eh aku bawak ic tak? " i laugh at his reaction, when he suddenly stop singing oh so loudly. the police car just drove off past us and he continued back to his singing.. off we went for supper after he got tired of singing for so many times.

on these 25 also another history had been made. for the first time, rezal's mum have given me the " green light " to call her mama ros. at that point of time im truly hourned. even though i am still so kekok, each time we talk rezal will correct me cause i'm used to calling her cik. yup. i'm trying to get used to it.

as for now, im looking forward for the day. 5 more days to go..

ps: many thanks to all cousins, aunties, family members, dearest friends for all the birthday wishes i truly appreciate it.

pss: i love you mak. thank you for loving me unconditionaly. not forgetting you too abah. isyah sayang mak dengan abah sangat - sangat.

2009-04-16T23:56:00.003+08:00

Before the day end how can i not post an entry to mark this special date of you turning 25.

Here is a pure and simple truth, i love you now i love you always.

Happy birthday once again nursyahrezal.

2009-04-13T16:55:00.002+08:00

I'm excited...

14 more days to our 7 year anniversary.
2 more days to Syahrezal birthday.
5 more days to my birthday.

2009-04-10T00:03:00.002+08:00

Love isn't finding someone you can live with.

It's finding someone you can't live without.

I'm definitely talking about you Muhammad Nursyahrezal

What...?? A Suprise....?? Oh Oh...!!!!

2009-04-07T22:34:00.009+08:00

Superman Ruzty Says:

Riddle me this Riddle me that,

How what a Surprise...???

And you might just Get. :)

P.S. Hmmmm... what would it be...???

wish upon the stars you'll be here with me

2009-04-06T23:56:00.004+08:00

dear hun, i wish upon the stars that you'll be here with me. you that i wanted. you that i need. i dont need fancy restaurant. i dont need the bling blings. i dont need you to bring me around with the wheels. neither do i want bouquet of flowers. just you that i need.

the other day, while we were doing our retail therapy. the same old question that we asked each other every year on april. " what should i get for you? " hoping that while walking around we can get hints or clue on what to get for each other. the same old answers that we answered to each other every year is a straight "nothing, i dont want anything." the next popular question that we asked to each other every year is "do you have any surprises for me" the same old answers that we answered to each other every year is a straight "no, nothing." even though that was the biggest lied we ever made to each other. wise man called it, white lie. it's not that we're putting high expectation on each other but in silence, we chose not to believe the answer. till the day come, the truth unfolds.

ps: so do you have a surprise for me?
pss: i can give u a hint. i prefer a simple affair, please. :)

2009-03-26T01:29:00.002+08:00

You make me smile oh so widely.

[Reads:

Sayang..........................................
Baby............................................
Honey..........................................
Dear............................................
Intan Payung i sorang.......................
Dia lah i sayang sorang ni..............................

Well what i wanna say is can i request somthing for my birthday this year im sure i never ask for somthing before for my Bday...Wellhope you can grant my wish...you can"t pun take this as im just kidding.... well without further or due...

Dear Mrs Rezal(Zailisyah)

Above are the attachments for my Wishlist for my Bday.......
hope you enjoy looking around finding sources for it.........
i'll be glad and overjoy if you can achive this.......
its not impossible anything can happen...you need just to believe....
Well of course all the design are from Mr Kanye himself....
Plus i knew you would like me in those cause you tend to get worry when im running out of it...
So if you have any enquiry of problems feel free to consult me.... Thank you......

With Love

RuztyRez(Nursyahrezal)]

This tells me April approaching soon ;)

ps: happy 83th month hun :)

2009-03-19T15:51:00.003+08:00

Why do I often end up falling in love with you whenever you appeared right in front of me. (reads: tv screen) And when you left, (reads: show ended) your image keep appearing in my mind. I can't seem to forget you. I can't wait for the day to end, so the next day will come fast and we will meet again even if it's only for an hour long.

Oh gosh Echo, don't do this to me. You making me loosing my mind.

ps: i will see you soon, on Monday 12.30 pm at the usual place.
psst: oh and please don't tell rezal about this..

XOXO

2009-03-17T21:36:00.001+08:00

Any one want to catch this movie with me?

2009-03-14T14:51:00.002+08:00

New skin. Hopefully, encourage to update entries in here.

nak cium satu minggu. . .

2009-01-29T23:27:00.002+08:00

I'm back. Back to work mode, or rather serious mode. Product training in the whole entire day today. More to refresher course to me, I am so in a restless and sleepy mode during the training.

But something wake me up, a question asked by my manager when we're having break.

M: "isyah how was your trip?"
Myself: "a good one, a relaxing one before Febuary comes."

Here comes the best part when she continue questioning me. .

M: "You go with your boyfriend alone, or with your parents?"
Myself: " Both parents and boyfriend."
M: "So isyah did you sleep with your boyfriend?"Then she go on saying, "eh but you went with your parents right, so cannot do that huh. but but you guys must be sneaking up at night right.."
And I just have to go "OMG EVE, YOU HAVE A WILD IMAGINATION RUNNING THERE, SO NAUGHTY OF YOU". Then she laugh. .

I just have to stop her from going on and on and on.

Long Weekend

2009-01-22T09:47:00.005+08:00

I'm so gonna look forward to Friday. I bet you looking forward to it too. It's gonna be a long weekend. A super long weekend for me as I'll be on leave on Wednesday. I'll be across the causeway right after work tomorrow. I'll be celebrating the CNY and the 82 monthsary there. *chuckels* Though I have yet to buy gifts for Rezal, which I still don't have the time to do so. I felt guilty by the thought of it, cause he spent almost $1k for me as an advance gift for our 82 monthsary. I guess I have to do that right away after work today, say he pick his choice and I'll pay. ;) You can say I am absoloutely excited about this, at least a thought of something to look forward too before Febuary comes.

Speaking of Febuary, I just want Febuary to come and ends quickly. I'm having events for the whole entire month. This is a major headache for me. But I have to thank my manager, haha she re-schedule the event training as she knows I'm so looking forward to this trip of mine. Quoted her say, " I re-scehdule the training, because somebody is going for a holiday and only be back on thursday. " What do I do when she said that, I look at her and I smile.

Oh well, Febuary thoughts can wait. Now now, how to look forward for Friday if I have not even start packing. Yes hun, packing for what to put on during holidays is a hussle for ladies ok.

Oh abah started packing for the first aid kit first as usual, since I was small up till now. He gets so worried if anyone of us fall sick during our trip. And mak, she wait for me to start packing, then she'll do hers. She have the same problem as her daughter, finding what to put on during the holidays. [like mother like daugther]

So to all my Chinese Friends Happy New Year.

To the non chinese, Happy Weekends.

ps: hun, balik kerja cepat sikit eh jangan lambat tau ambik i. thank you.

2009-01-21T11:41:00.002+08:00

Jangan kau bimbang sayang
di mana ku berada
dengan siapa ku bersama
jangan bimbang
ku tetap
kau yang punya

Bertukar pandangan,
senyum bersalaman ke sekadar berkawan
dan bila cinta dah mula berputik ah,
tak tidur malam angan-angan jadi pasangan
dah menjadi kenyataan yang nyatanya, telah banyak kita harung
adakalanya rasa bebas, kadangkala terkurung kita pernah berpisah dan kembali
berpisah dan kembali kembali kerna pengorbananmu kuhargai
hilang separa masa bersama keluarga teman-teman huru-hara tiada lagi, tata, bye bye
tiada lagi huhu haha jadi sebagai gantinya lagu ni kau yang punya
yang kau nyanyikan, aku nyanyi juga tak sempurna, tapi ku kan tetap coba
dan janji-janjimu kujanji juga, yup kini kau dalam duniaku macam hip hop

Kerjaku memang kejam punca matamu tak boleh kejam
bermalam, bukan berjam dimana? dengan siapa kubersama?
berpeluh, bertenaga dengan mic ku berasmara yang lihat masih menjerit, si genit masih mengenyit bungkusan dilontar sepuluh digit masih terselit
nah, tidak teruja, mungkin sudah tua tiada lagi show, kemudian after party
tiada lagi party, kemudian hotel lobi yang lain masih berpesta
biarkan saja mereka, mereka masih muda aku ditelefon kalau tak disisimu
dan kalau dengar suara, itu tv atau lagu jangan bimbang tiada siapa bersamaku
dan jangan bimbang kalau tiada yang berlaku nope

Satu fakta, dua penipuan yang pertama kita ambil, dua buang
kenapa mengeluh? dengar cerita lagi, dah jenuh berkali-kali
komplikasi dalam komunikasi jadi konfrontasi mulut orang perosak reputasi, pembunuh motivasi mereka pakar fabrikasi, modifikasi
di depan senyum, belakang dengki yang cemburu mungkin teman kita sendiri
siapa tahu? peduli, kita dah semuanya bersama
dah senang bersama, dah susah pun bersama ketawa bersama, menangis bersama
kubersumpah harap kita mati pun bersama ke akhirnya

Kuhanya punya kau dan hip hop

Kujuga bimbang sayang di mana kau berada
dengan siapa kau bersama jangan lupa
kau tetapku yang punya

New member in the family...

2009-01-11T01:29:00.000+08:00

Date 09.01.09, I gotten an anak..

A very healthy baby girl. . And today, when I cuddled her in my arms she opened up her eyes, look at me ad gave me a small lovely smile. Her scent is like a drug to me, (mcm pernah aku dengar tapi di mana ya!) that I don't wish to let go.
Welcome aboard baby Q F...

2009-01-03T01:04:00.000+08:00

Ok. So it's been so long. No proper entry coming from me. Well, where should I begin. Oh yess the two thousand and nine of course. I was at the highway bridge at the stroke of midnight watching the fireworks sparkling in the air. As usual, Fireworks never failed to amuse me.

Resolution if you're asking me. Maybe now that I've started working. Stablize my career path, starts saving, contribute back to my parents. Hmm and maybe getting engage or married? (Insyaallah)

How's working so far if you asking me. It's been a month past turning two months soon. I learnt and discover new things everyday well at least almost everyday. I learnt to get to know myself better too. My strength and weaknesses.

But one thing for sure working life was never easy. Never once it occur or crossed my mind saying working is easy. If I used to work under preassure with tight project schedule to submit reports or proposal in school. For working, the feeling of preassure is totally different.

The bottom line is, you need to question yourself. Whether or not you are happy with what you doing.

The downturn of economy - expect the unexpected. Yup. It speaks well for what happened at work yesterday late afternoon. But the question that makes me wonder, are they just using this tag lines even though they are not badly affected. I don't know.

Is this a blessing in disguised. . .

ps: a proper entry at last. :) nights.

2008-12-26T13:37:00.002+08:00

Happy 81 monthsary to us.

Happy 26th Anniversary to my parents, which falls on 25th December 2008.

I have tons of pictures to updates. Just don't have the time. I was thinking should I close down this blog or not. Hmm..

Twilight

2008-12-15T20:44:00.001+08:00

Opposites Attract. The film of vampire romance is swooningly incredible. Edward (Robert Pattinson) moves me. Makes me can't keep still on my seat.

You needn't read TWILIGHT, Stephenie Meyer's best seller, to know where its secret pulses reside. Just see the movie version and listen to the reactions of the girls (which also include myself) in the theater. There's an audible shiver as I first spy the teen vampire Edwards Cullen. His impossibly gorgeous face caked in a mime's pallor, sitting in biology class next to young Bella Swan (who i wished it was me instead). When he holds an pple in his hands to present to her. His pale white face and red cherry kissable lips gave me awestruck sigh. Like a teenager I felt inside me, falling in love to him.

When he tells Bella (who I imagine myself), "So the lion fell in love with the lamb." I was telling myself, " oh my god ! oh my god ! " And when he says "I don't have the strength to stay away from you anymore." Under my breath I said the same exact word as what Bella said, " then don't ! "

Not to mention, the love scene in Bella's room. I shall not elaborate more. Just that, seriously Edward makes my knees goes weak. And I falling in Love with Love , Again.

Seems like, chances of me hitting the cinema watching Edward again is Super High. :)

ps: even rezal agree with me about Edward's good looks. right hun.

Happy Happy Thoughts Keeps You Alive. . .

2008-11-30T17:49:00.000+08:00

Having a good thoughts makes you in a happy mood when you were in a happy moods, you tend to do happy things, even working seems fun when you're happy. One of the many reasons during weekdays that makes me happy is when Rezal will make his way to my work place and we went luch together. Like last Wednesday was our 80th Monthsary. Both Rezal and myself were too tired to have a so-called dinner celebration after work. So both Rezal and myself decide to meet up for lunch and had our celebration in a totally different way. At the same time, we had this sudden craving for Malay Traditional cuisine like Sambal Goreng, Daging Rendang excreta excreta. So during lunch time, Rezal made his way to come down to my work place and we headed straight to Hajah Maimunah at Jalan Pisang. Where else can you find the edible, tasty malay cuisine besides Hajah Maimunah. . . (this part i sound like a promoter) Ok, that's beside the point, but what I'm trying to say here is I had fun celebrating our 80th Monthsary in a totally different way. Where right after our meal, we made our way to grab a quick dessert somewhere at Arab Street and walk around the area. 1 hour past and work resume as per normal and I was grinning from ear to ear.

What other happy thoughts can make you alive while working, is to look forward to Friday. Yes almost everybody in the office is shouting under their breath TGIF. And at the end of the working hours the weekend begins and meeting your favourite people to a kick start the weekend. Like last Friday, meeting my bimbs never failed to crack me up.

Especially Mira's antics behaviour, which I don't think I should write it down here to what she have done. I don't want to blush her no more. By the time she reads this, I guess she'll be smiling to herself already thinking back what she had done. I leave it to her if she wants to explained what happened that evening. Hahaha..

Other then all this things that makes me happy during work, will be none other then the colleagues at work. Ju, my sidekick back at work. Oh not forgetting our "Kakak" eh Ju ;) LOL!

Oh you want to know who I meet after work for last Friday? Ahem..Taufik Batisah. . .(:

ps: entry on him soon. till then stay alive.

2008-11-23T21:54:00.001+08:00

I'm like suddenly don't know what to say or compose a desend entry. Might be due to the tiredness is taking over me. So i guess visual entry like usual then.

But what I do know is that, I make sure I make a point that I spent enough time with my parents as well with rezal before I officially started working. Oh remember I said rezal is being to secretive, well the reason being so, he gotten a gift for myself. :)

Actually many other things and stuff that we did beside eat-ing, supper-ing and shopp-ing but I think that can wait.

ps: 28th November 2008, please come fast. Not only because it falls on Friday. (well actully that's the first main point lah) But also, I can't wait to see TAUfik Batisah perform. Speaking of which, I guess tonight my dearest Kyn will be smiling while sleeping cause TAUfik is singing in her ears..hahah she bought Taufink's New CD already lah.. ;)

2008-11-18T22:12:00.000+08:00

I'VE SURVIVED day 2 in working life. Well, not quite working yet i'm still under going training for the past 2 days and tomorrow will be the last day of it. Right after, that's when the bigger challenge came in. Insyaallah i will survive..

Mak just said to me: "abih sekarang nak surf net pakai handphone aje ah tak larat nak on laptop"
And I answed her while lying down next to her on her bed: "dah tak larat lagi lah mak"
Then abah whose watching tv from the other room thought i had fallen asleep in his side of the bed called me out: "Isyah kalau dah ngantuk gi tidur."

You get the drift?

I am still lying down next to my mum on my dad's side of the bed as i'm typing this entry and i survive to post a descend entry for the purpose of updating. haha (macam kene paksa lah)

ps: proper entry on weekend only. :)

2008-11-16T12:06:00.002+08:00

I got this feeling that today will be another special day for me. Not any ordinary going out spending time together..

But what could it be?
Rezal's is too secretive for the past few days.

As for Friday, accompanied mak for her shopping trips, where I'm caught with shopping too. We spend time together just the two of us. Laughing, crying (she is still being emotional about the whole situation about me starting work like real soon), cuddling etc etc etc. While later late in the evening the men came and join us.

And yesterday, another spending time together as a family. (well not quite exactly) We went all the way to east. Accompanied abah for his company's annual dinner. (but families were not invited) Hence, the 3 of us had our dinner at the other side of the building. While waiting for abah, we look out for a place for dessert. Later that night, we catched a midnight movie together. Well, what else Mr. Double O Seven of course. Applause for the movies more actions less Romance. (: I like..

And today, would be the time spend simply just for the two of us..

ps: i'll get into details if you like to know more (;
pss: but this is good enough if you don't bother.
psss: but somehow, i doubt that. especially to those whom may concern.

:)

I love you mak abah & rezal (don't worry too much eh)

2008-11-13T23:56:00.000+08:00

I sat for the interview for an 1 hour. I must said of all interviews that I've went. I screwed this particular one the most. I stammer in my talks. I can't answer the questions intelligently, back in my mind I was swearing to myself. Underneath the table my fingers wouldn't stop fidgeting upon the arrival of the thing call nervous. Well maybe because of all interviews that I went, I just came for the sake of appearing for the interview not because I'm keen on the job offer. And of all interviews that I've went (i don't want to brag or anything) I got an offer for the position from them. But I declined every each and everyone of it. But for this particular one, I really like the job scope, it's a magazine company. And I really wanted to be in this industry. So that's why I'm like all panicking thinking about all the questions that's they gonna shoot at me. But when I started to calm myself, and regain my self confidence the talking getting deeper. Until the manager said, "to be honest, I am absolutely comfortable with you." And the most satisfying part of it, is when she said: "Well Zailisyah, welcome aboard." This is it. Me a working adult? Or am I imagining things..

One thing for sure Monday 17th November 2008 at 9.00 am a day for me to check if this is reality or my imagination.

Bye Holidays :(
Hello Income :)

ps: the same exact pharse that I gotten from Mak: "mak rasa isyah macam masih kecik lagi." And the very exact pharse coming from rezal: "you are the baby in the family ok, we all love and worried about you too much."

pss: mak jangan nangis nangis eh, jangan rindu rindu isyah tau. Isyah saayyaang mak...

psss: yes people, my mum cry when she knows I'm starting work soon. she just couldn't belive i'm all grown up now.

lots of love hugs and kisses *mucks*

Concert.

2008-11-07T17:10:00.000+08:00

I shall get it over and done with Kanye West Concert and start drooling on my next concert.

Can it be..

8th November

Anuar Zain

Can it be..

13th November

Rihanna

Can it be..

25th November

Kylie Minogue

Can it be..

28th November

Taufik Batisah

The Man who wore RED Pants to sing part 2.

2008-11-01T00:51:00.003+08:00

So Kanye puts on RED pants during his performance and still looking oh so good. And I admire that. Sadly the videos quality wasn't so good as seeing him live on stage performing. Nevertheless, here are some of the vidoes that we managed to capture with slightly better quality. But please, please please please pardon with the shakey trembling hands of ours that due to either we're dancing and holding the camera at the same time or we're taking turns to hold the camera. (bare in mind one hand holding the camera and the other up in the air) Pradon us once again if there's a very loud annoying and very irritating voice in the background ~~singing~~ screaming to the songs. Mostly coming from ahem rezal.(opps sorry hun)With that I leave you to view this videos. :)

ps: as you can clearly see that some parts of it we just have to swich off our camera, to do the neccessary thing like concentrating on our ~~singing~~ screaming and dancing ;p

The Man sings with a RED pants on.

2008-10-30T19:02:00.001+08:00

Woke up this morning with a sore voice and still in a state of slightly deaf. Unlike yesterday, where we goes WHAT?!? HUH?!? Not forgetting the aching legs for standing almost through out the entire 2 hrs. It's not that we don't want to sit. Well, can I put it as the temptation wasn't there when we're looking at the seats.

The down side of it, the man only appears 1 hr later where the time stated in the tickets was at 8.00 pm where before that we had to rush over to the indoor stadium taking a cab and skipping our dinner thinking we're gonna be late. With a growling stomach that filled with hunger, especially for Rezal who just knock off from work.

But as soon as Kanye made his apperance everything else had been forgotten, everyone just stood up from their sit and started cheering, shouting, screaming and dancing. Without we knowing 2 hrs had past, the show had ended. And we feeling all hungry all over again.

We parted with qamarul and mira and seacrh for abah's car, he is so kind enough to pick us up. and we settled down at Adam Road and where we finally had our stomach filled at 11.45 pm.

And well everything else is history. . . :)

ps: videos next up.

entrée visuelle

2008-10-29T02:22:00.001+08:00

Le 25 octobre 2008

Le 26 octobre 2008

This amuse me, & made me smile when I saw what's written on the receipt when I had supper at Mcdonalds. :)

Il y a toujours plus de photos mais je crois que l'on peut attendre.

Ps : Concert d'Ouest de Kanye demain soir! Weee .. :D

pss: how's my french~~kiss~~? ;)

If I Were A Boy. . .

2008-10-28T16:43:00.002+08:00

Hey Fellas, it's abt time you'll listen to this.
lyrics are charming for your thick skull and big egos ;)

If I Were A Boy - Beyonce

If I were a boy, even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning and throw on what I wanted and go
Drink beer with the guys, and chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted and I'd never get confronted for it
Cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy, I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken so they think that I was sleeping alone
I'd put myself first and make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she'd be faithful, waiting for me to come home
To come home

If I were a boy
I think I could understand, oh-oh-oohh-oh
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake, think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You got it wrong

But you're just a boy
And you don't understand (yea, you don't understand, oh!)
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Because you've taken her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

But you're just a boy

A kick start. . .

2008-10-27T16:52:00.004+08:00

Did you saw the firework down at Little India.
It was Awww...Fantastic...
A great start to celebrate Deepavali.
To see bangla dancing at the sidewalk along the street with the great music pumping at the background is priceless. Hahaha.

After which, eating away ROTI PRATA TELUR in the middle of the night at 12.30 is fattening. Before that a mouthful of Siew Mai and alot alot of sweetening food at Kyn's DeepaRaya Open House is amazing. Right after that, Thai Chiken Rice while watching this mystery show at OKTO is ____. Not to mention my Saturday evening, pre-celebration of Mira's birthday celebration with an earthquake from Swensen, quake my stomach. Oh not forgetting where Rezal and myself have a change in our taste bud where we have sudden craving for Ya Kun Toast dip with hot warm chocholate for our 78th Monthsary Date. All this makes me rounder down there. ;)

So for a kick start abah said let's do this as a family activity. Car Washing hahah. Well, at least it can start as a warm up to the body kan?

More updates and pictures soon.

ps: do you think you're old enough to think like an adult. Think again you have a brain like a child. Your age and your brain doesn't suits you. Pity you.

Still not to late right...

2008-10-23T16:40:00.000+08:00

Not to late for me to wish

Selamat Hari Raya To All
Muslimin dan Muslimat
Minal Aidil Walfaizin
Mohon Maaf Zahir dan Batin

Ikhlas dari kami;

Muhammad Nursyahrezal Ghazali dan Zailisyah Zulkifli

We go green this year, with all the global warming happening around the world
we hope by putting on green it helps. (haha)

On the 18th October 2008, for the very first time after knowing each and everyone of them for 3 to 4 years this is our first time jalan raya together.

Ceh Bah...

Ok done.

ps: at least I update something kan kan. . .

MONTHSARYBIRTH

2008-09-26T23:43:00.000+08:00

Today marks the date where i value the most. Today isn't just the normal 26th of the month where we will usually wish each other Happy Monthsary Syg! But, today at this very date our monthsary falls on Abah Birthday! :) Yup. I am absolutely happy about it. Well, I cannot help but to have this feeling that this is not any coincidence but a miracle. It's like the relationship is being bless, when it falls on the same date on either one of your parents birthday. Oh well it's just me and my thoughts.

But what I do know is that, the parents know how strong our relationship stands all this years. Abah told me when we're in the car the other day, right after sending Rezal off to work after iftar. He said: "Abah tengok rezal dengan kau ni kuat, macam macam yang dah berlaku tapi korang dua orang masih boleh bertahan." All I did was smile and drifted dreaming away. Back in my mind recalling back all those tough moments that rezal and myself have been through. Not forgetting the good ones too. Oh well, who would have thought we could come this far. No one does, neither do us..

Anyway,
Selamat Hari Jadi Abah.
Semoga dipanjangkan umur, dimurahkan rezeki, diberikan kesihatan, dijauhi dari sebarang penyakit penyakit bahaya. Insyaallah. Amin Ya Raabal Al-amin. (present postponed eh hehe)

And,
Happy 77th Months Sayang.
Semoga apa yang kita hajatkan tercapai hendaknya. Dengan berkat usaha kita dengan keinginan NYA. Tiada apa yang mustahil. Insyaallah. Amin Ya Raabal Al-amin.

Oh and not forgetting,
Happy Birthday Ting ! (we shall meet up soon)

ps: pardon with no visual for today's entry. the phone does the job today not the lappy. :)

Allhamdullilah.

2008-09-16T01:59:00.002+08:00

The air-con was on to it's minimum temperature accompanied by the fan blowing my hair yet my hands and feet's are soaking wet. I'm having cold sweats. Exam results at the stroke of midnight. But it's all good now. :) Allhamdullilah Syukur.

Wow. I guess this is it. I'm a graduate now. A mix of feeling I have here. I remember mother said the other day: "it feels so sad when my daughter is no longer a school girl. that shows she's a grown up now." And then, tears starts running down her cheeks. Gosh. I'll be stepping into the working world soon.

Let's not to think about that first. At least let the carefree moment sinked in my mind, my soul, my entire body. Let me at least enjoy this lovely feeling for a moment, i promise i won't take long.

For a start. . .

Since it's been reschedule from 19th September to 29th October. I guess ~~I'll~~ We'll be there for sure. So Kanye West here we come.

Maybe holiday vacation after that? Yes Abah, I heard you've made plans already. I'm all ready for sure.

ps: Sorry mak and abah, to wake you up to inform you about my result.
pss: Sorry hun, to call you while you are busy at work to infrom you about my result.
psss: Sorry Kyn, to text you while you were sleeping to inform you about my result.

the inner souls speaks and the usual rant.

2008-09-15T16:44:00.001+08:00

Harini kesabaran aku diuji. Rasanya, ibadah puasa harini macam sia sia aje. Aku gagal mengawal nafsu marah. Aku gagal mengawal perasaan berang. Aku gagal untuk besabar. Kalimah Istifar yang berulang kali aku ucapkan di lubuk hati tak memberi kesan. Malah marah aku memuncak hingga mak harus tenang kan diri aku. Akhirnya, air mata yang berjujuran itu membuat aku reda seketika. Dengan tagisan itu, ia mencerminkan kemarahan yang teramat sangat. Sudah agak lama aku tak menangis sebegitu. Terasa lega bila selesai menangis. Ya Allah, ujian yang kamu berikan pada aku harini, aku gagal untuk menyempurnakan ibadah aku. Hanya engkau yang maha mengetahui dan maha pengampun. Amin Amin Amin. Ya Rabbal Alamin.

Ok aside with the inner soul speaking. Credits to my malay vocab. Quite fantabulous there I must say. (ok this part so not shy hehe) Today, starting of our 3rd week of ramadan it's fast isn't it. I love ramadan and super love shopping for the festive. But, I'm not too keen or shall I said excited for Raya. I think it's just normal when you start growing up, Raya just don't seem to excite you any more. But when it comes to shopping for Raya, it's a different story, infact I am looking forward to the shopping more then the Raya routine of visiting haha. .

You see, shopping for Raya, is the only time when you get to see Men=Man=Lelaki never complained doing shopping with the Women=Woman=Perempuan. Infact, they helped to give in their opinion, help to choose what's good, what's pretty etcetera etcetera etcetera. No? You see, my Abah here for example for the past 2 weeks he never once complained or make a big fuss over shopping trips which resulting to damaging his pockets. Infact, he insist on us buying a few more when we (mum and myself) don't wish to buy. Well, according to him: "Once a year aje we purchase more then the usual spending." I cannot help but to agree. Not every month mum or myself made a huge damage in the bank account and abah's pocket. Only for this once in a year routine trips to Geylang, Arab Street, Ikea and many more other shopping center that I've been to, had made quite a big damage not only in Abah's pocket, but also my own bank account. Oh and not forgetting, rezal's pocket too.

What do you say, if I tell ya I bought 3 pairs of heels in total?

ps: confirm kyn shake her head and says: "I can see you really need to rent one stall in the flee market soon isyah"

*slap forehead*

Lucky i'm in love with my bestfriend. . .

2008-09-10T02:33:00.000+08:00

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

It's a safe entry to talk about food during ramadan

2008-09-08T15:34:00.000+08:00

Month of Ramadan falls during holidays are heaven I'm telling you. Well, at least let me enjoy these holidays before stepping into the working world which gonna take place anytime soon.

But, that's aside. Ever since holiday and I have been staying at home most of my days, mother is more then happy for there is someone to talk to, to laugh with and not forgetting someone to help her cooking. And the benefits I'm gaining when helping. I learnt how to cook. Well cooking simple desserts like caramel custard, meals like spaghetti, fried rice, fried mee those things are simple. I called it the beginner stage. Yet now, it's safe to said that I'm stepping into the intermediate stage.

Well, yesterday for an example I help and learnt to cook;

Ayam Masak Merah

As for today, a simple dish that I learnt to cook;

Sotong Masak Hitam

My next mission most probably tomorrow I shall try dessert. I've gotten a recipe and eager to try this out;

Rather then the usual dessert;

Caramel Custard

ps: after cooking all those dishes, I manage to scoop out some the reviews from the judges who is famous at tasting good foods (reads: abah and rezal)they gives me two thumbs up :)*chuckels*

Solely for you. . .

2008-09-03T15:37:00.003+08:00

This part of the entry is exclusively made for you Muhammad Nursyahrezal. Without you realised, last Saturday outing many pictures of YOU were captured instead of us or myself. Simply because like I said, it's been so long since I last see your happy face. Like a school boy, a teenage boy that I once knew 8 years ago all that kiddy, goofy yet charming characters was what I saw all in you once again last Saturday. Like I said, to achieve the point of happiness is priceless.

And without you realised also, some part of our conversation were captured as well.

Done. All I can say now is, thank you for loving me and being part of my life. Now, Forever, Alaways Till Death Do Us Apart. I LOVE you Muhammad Nursyahrezal

ps: I just love to ask you a million dollar questions kan? right from the first day you know me. (hehe)
pss: oh yes we went max and brenner once again, to satisfy ~~our~~ his cravings.

Ramadan. . .

2008-09-01T15:03:00.001+08:00

I've tried to upload pictures but the system is having some problems so the pictures are no where to be found in my blog. Maybe I should try again later. But meanwhile, today mark the first day of ramadan.

Allhamdulliah and thank you Allah. For giving the breath and giving me the chance as I am still here able to beribadah on this very meanfull month for us.

On a different note, to YOU whom i will be meeting this coming Friday to Iftar together, am so looking forward to the day. Simply because, not only this is our first time doing this together but also we missies each other so much. There is so much to share and to talk about. :)

ps: can't wait to meet YOU. *hugs*

What's in our playlist. . .

2008-09-01T01:32:00.000+08:00

Hun, just to let you know that. . .
(well,the reason can wait till you watched all this videos first.)

Do you know the reason behind all this music and videos hun? I just want you to know how much you meant to me. And I ~~love~~ hate you. :)

My saturday was spent. . .

2008-09-01T00:09:00.001+08:00

So, the interview went well. It wasn't that formal as I thought or imagined it could be. It was a relax and calm one. Though the beginning of the day wasn't a calm one. I was late for the interview. (like what's new from isyah haha) I admit,this time around it was my bad. I slept at 4 am in the morning before the interview, so end up am having trouble waking up for the morning call. I called up the interviewer and told that I'll be there at 10.30 instead of 10 and was told it's perfectly fine with. And once I reached there (amazingly on time 10.30 sharp at the doorstep) he was amazed and the first question he asked me when I step into his office was, " you came with a bike? is that your boyfriend?" hahah.. After much of questions here and there, the question will still lead back to rezal. He asked if,Rezal finished his NS and looking for job at the moment. So I answered him, oh yes my friend followed my answering his questions. You see, I am so used to call rezal as a friend so some part of the conversation I will refer to rezal as a "my friend" and pointing my finger at rezal. But the interviewer will rephrase it "oh you mean your boyfriend" haha. Then I will goes, yes my boyfriend. I felt, he is much interested in rezal lah. The interview, even asked for my permission if he can interview rezal. (haha i don't know if i should be jealous or laughing about this, and for your info my interviewer is a male in case you didn't noticed the "he" up there) I am perfectly fine if his interested in rezal ;) (hey, i mean if he got a job offer for rezal as well lah, you all think other things right naughty naughty..)But sadly, my friend is a hands on type of guy lah. He prefer to work that need both knowledge and challenging skills. And so I told him that. The interviewer was a bit disappointed about it. So when I step out of the office, I cannot help but to notice he looked at rezal and smile. Oh gosh I cannot help but to keep giggling to myself about this.

So, once the interview ended I can't help but to mengelistis myself to watch the view of the whole of Singapore river, Clark quay area from the very tall building. After resting for a moment at the lobby, we made our way to sight seeing the from whole entire morning till late afternoon, I felt like a tourist yesterday. No doubt about the tiredness imagining both rezal and myself only slept for approximately 3 hours but the energy we both had was amazing. It's been so long since we last done that such things together. And the feeling to describe is priceless. The look on rezal face to look at his happy face, priceless. To hug rezal on the bright sunny day, priceless. Everything else was priceless. Absolutely priceless. When we really really felt oh so tired, we decide to make our way home, but the parents called up and invited us to join them for meal together so we headed to little India in search for the nicest Indian brayani. Oh I must mention here as well that, both rezal and myself changed into our shorts and we then headed to the badminton court and played badminton later that night. Yup. :)

ps: I'll be posting some pictures soon aight. So stop complaining ok rezal sayang.

Cruise with me baby. . .

2008-08-30T03:40:00.001+08:00

Baby tonite
Belongs to us
Everything right Do what you must
And inch by inch we grow closer and closer
To every lil part of each other
Let the music take your mind
Just release and you will find

And if you want it, you got it forever
I could just stay here beside you and love you baby
Let the music take your mind
Just release and you will find

Cruise with me baby
I love it when we're cruisin together

The first step. . .

2008-08-29T23:31:00.000+08:00

I hope I didn't stammer, fumble during my interview tomorrow.
Wish Me Luck.
Thanks. :)

aimless entry

2008-08-28T23:11:00.003+08:00

Been log-in to the blogger countless time, been staring at the posting page for hours then my fingers just fiddle to the mouse pad and click to the template page and decide to change it again. As a result, I changed my blog skins twice. haha.. And still no proper entry coming from me. I guess my brains when totally on a switched off mode instead of stand by mode right after the projects and exams ended. So they are now totally blanked and not knowing what to type in here. But, what I do remember was the other time how I was super excited when rezal and my exam period ended at the same date and I've decide to celebrate it and surprise him on this coming 30th on the weekend. But, all that have to be cancel now. Rezal have been working night shift again and I have a hard time to sleep whenever that happened. Though his schedule wasn't so packed like before since ~~he had finished his~~ we had finished all our modules and all he we need to do now is to wait for ~~his~~ our exam results. But still him working at night shift is a pain in a$$ for me. (notice the $$ sign, i did it on purpose yes dear i can't deny it i know it's good money) But I super don't like lah especially when we are in the process of making plan or already made planned. Everything now is haywire. hmmpf! But I must thanked you for taking up some of your sleeping and resting time for you to spent it with me.

If you wondering why is he holding on to a torch light. Well we were havingour late night picnic. And it's close to midnight,so he with his ideas of exploring while i just sit quietly enjoying the sound of the waves.

Well, thanks love I appreciate it. I should end here now, I wanna read up the Men's Health magazine or more to stare at David Beckham hot body and omg drop dead gorgeous face till i fall asleep. ;)

Our 76 Months

2008-08-26T00:30:00.003+08:00

Current Mood: [love]

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours
- Jason Mraz

ps: happy 76 months love.

extra hot!

2008-08-18T01:31:00.001+08:00

Current Mood: [calm]

A conversation with the Rezal awhile ago over the msn.

::. Peace of mind comes with simplicity .:: says:
i suggest the tank top for me and the suit for you.
Rez says:
oh you see it already... don't matter it comes in both...can i have it baby... please.....
::. Peace of mind comes with simplicity .:: says:
yes yes..
::. Peace of mind comes with simplicity .:: says:
since they have both i take the tank top one ok.
::. Peace of mind comes with simplicity .:: says:
heheh..
::. Peace of mind comes with simplicity .:: says:
i keep that copy...
::. Peace of mind comes with simplicity .:: says:
oh and ya pls buy it soon cause i takut sold out..
Rez says:
get you own copy.......
::. Peace of mind comes with simplicity .:: says:
noooooo....
Rez says:
bluek....!!!!!
::. Peace of mind comes with simplicity .:: says:
wht's urs is mine wht's mine is urs remember..
Rez says:
hehehe... now over the years that sounds more like it...
::. Peace of mind comes with simplicity .:: says:
love you :)
Rez says:
love you tooo sayang very very much....

Haha !! die die he don't want to share the copy with me (tak sangka you selfish eh!)I don't care I still want the tank top copy for my own safe keeping heheh..

ps: see what i'm trying to emphasize down here. extra hot kan !

Sepet

2008-08-17T19:07:00.000+08:00

I have watched Sepet countless time. I never get bored of it. At times, I imagined myself to be part of the story. At times, I imagined myself as being Orked. Every single part of the movie touch me oh so deeply. My personal favourite one will be love scenes, between Orked and Jason. Oh I found a few of my favourite part the movie from youtube. I hope you enjoy it the way I do.

Oh and I found this in the creator of Sepet, puan Yasmin's blog.

The original script ending of "Sepet".
54. Inside father’s car, on the way to the airport.

Mum urges Orked to open the envelope. Orked takes out from the envelope, a letter and a cassette. She slips the cassette into the player and turns it on. Home recording piano solo of ‘Belaian Jiwa’ comes on. Orked is visibly moved by the song. She proceeds to open the letter. The music carries through over the next scene.

55. Same time. Ext. The road. (as per letter)

We hear the music, and over it we hear Jason’s words in his letter to Orked. We see him putting on his helmet and getting on his bike. He begins his journey to Keong’s house. He smiles to himself and looks excited. He can’t wait to get there.

JASON:
My darling Orked. God is answering my prayers. Maggie has decided not to have the baby. She said she won’t destroy her future because of one stupid man. I guess that means me. Orked, I don’t want to talk about her anymore. I want to talk about us. I tried to write a poem in Mandarin about you. I wanted to make you understand how I feel.

As the letter continues, we see Jason make a turn through some back alleys. We see some men in two cars catch sight of him, signal to each other, and start tailing him.

JASON: (continues)
But no matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t. I tried for days. The more I wrote, the more empty my words sounded. At first I felt panic. I couldn’t sleep for many nights. But then, the panic would go away everytime I saw your face, or just heard your voice. I used to write poetry because to me, it was like writing letters to God; to tell someone I couldn’t see, how I felt inside. Then finally, God replied. With a poem more beautiful than anything I had ever written. He gave me you.

We see one car follow Jason into the alley. Realising he’s being followed, Jason speeds towards the end of the alley. The other call pulls up on that side. Jason brakes. We see him flung through the air as the men come out of their cars, whip out their guns and open fire at him.

JASON:
You are my poetry from God, Orked. Let me hear your voice. Please call me. I will be waiting. Just call me, Orked, so I can sleep peacefully again. Your sayang, Jason.

Jason is lying on the ground. His body is bullet-ridden and bloody, but he’s still alive. He is breathing heavily and mutters something unintelligeable under his breath. His eyes just stare at the sky. As we move in closer to his face, we see a tear streaming down the side of his temple.

Jimmy steps out of a car. His head is partly wrapped in bandage. He walks up to Jason with a gun in his hand and puts the nozzle on one of his eyes.

Cut to far end of the alley as some policemen step out of their car just in time to see, from a distance, Jimmy hover over Jason’s body and pull the trigger.

56. Same time. (Continue scene 54) Inside Orked’s father’s car.

Orked puts down the letter, puts her arms around her mother and cries her eyes out. Her mother looks to their father as if asking for his help.

Father is visibly moved by the sincerity of his daughter’s tears.

He speaks loudly so as to be heard above his daughter’s weeping.

ABAHr:
Look, I have a really bad feeling about all this. I don’t know how to put it in any other way, but I don’t like the idea of you going out with a boy involved with gangsters and who made a girl pregnant.

He pauses for a moment to take a deep breath and organise his thoughts. Orked stops sobbing and listens. He continues.

ABAH:
You are my only child, Ked. All I want is for you to be safe and happy. Because I don’t know if I’ll be around long enough to see you through. I know jodoh is in God’s hands, and that as a human being, ultimately I have no idea what’s good and what’s not for you. But... I really, really don’t think this one particular boy is the right one for you. I’m sorry.

Orked starts to sob quietly. Suddenly, mother looks at father as if she has just seen a ghost.

MAK:
What did you just say, sayang?

ABAH:
What? I’m sorry?

MAK:
No, no. Before that.

ABAH:
I don’t think...

MAK:
No. You said... I really, really don’t think this one particular boy...

MAK/ABAH (together):
...is the right one for you.

MAK:
Those were the EXACT words aruah Abah said to me, when I told him that I wanted to marry you, sayang.

Orked suddenly stops sobbing and mutters “Yin-fen” under her breath. Her mother turns around and speaks to Orked as calmly as she can, slowly and deliberately. She wipes the tears off her own face, then off Orked’s face, as she speaks.

MAK:
Listen to me. I have been speaking to Jason many times over the phone these last few days. Yam too. He told us not to tell you. He also said that he wasn’t sure if you loved him because you never really said so. He’s still waiting for your call. My advice would be that if you really love him, this will be your last chance to tell him in a long, long time.

Orked looks at her mother in a way that could melt any heart.

ORKED:
Mak. Please may I borrow your phone...

57. Alley where Jason was shot.

The gangsters have been handcuffed and are being ushered into Black Marias. Paramedics covers Jason’s body and carry it off on a stretcher. We see policemen talking to their walkie-talkies and we hear static and people taking from the other end.

Out of the blue, a mobile phone rings. A policeman picks up Jason’s blood-stained pouch lying on the ground, opens it, and takes out the phone. He answers it.

Cut to a far shot of the policeman talking to the phone.

58. Same time. Ext. Outside Keong’s house.

Keong is sitting in the hot sun, by the drain outside the family’s terrace house. He is waiting for Jason.

He looks across the street and sees the little Chinese boy and the little Malay girl from Scene 1 in a playground, sharing a swing.

Keong looks down at the cast on his arm. He sees Jason’s handwriting on it. Keong bends his arm a little to read it. It says:

“I'm sorry. (signed) Jason.”

59. Day. Int. Living room of jason’s shophouse.

Close-up of Jason’s poetry book. It is open. We hear Jason’s voice start reading from the page.

JASON:
Bless this little heart,
this white soul that has won the kiss of heaven.
He loves the light of the sun,
He loves the sight of his mother’s face.
He has not learnt to hate the dust, and love the gold.
Clasp him to your heart and bless him.
He has come into this land of 100 crossroads.
I know not how he chose you from the crowd,
came to your door, grasped your hand to ask his way.

We slowly pull away from the book as Jason’s voice continues to read. As we go further from the book, we see that there’s no Jason, just his voice.

JASON:
He followed you, laughing and talking, without a doubt
in his heart.
Keep his trust, lead him straight, and bless him.
Lay your hand on his head,
and pray that though the waves beneath him grow
threatening,
yet the breath from above him will fill his sails and
waft him to the haven of peace.

We pull further until we reach Jason’s mother lying on the sofa. She’s sleeping peacefully. We close in on her face as Jason’s voice completes the poem.

JASON:
Forget him not in your hurry,
let him come to your heart and bless him...
Goodnight, mah.

Cut to black. Roll credits.

I love the ending part.

But,as for now I need to return back to my mugging notes.

advertistment

2008-08-12T12:47:00.001+08:00

taking a break. . .

2008-08-11T19:51:00.000+08:00

Current Mood: [relax]

Hokay I play cheat. I'm suppose to mug for the upcoming Human resource paper but I went to switch on the lappy and start checking my mails. And start playing online sudoku puzzle. (did i mi spell the word?)(i can hear mum silent sigh when she saw me on the lappy already)Ok I promised I resume to my mugging right after dinner. Promise! Sungguh! (telling my mother)

Anyway,I was checking through my emails and something struck me to do some surprise for rezal for our upcoming monthsary date. I guess it's about time for me to do that, it's been so long since the last time I gave him a surprise. And Plus, it's like celebrating the ending of my our exam (rezal's last paper is the same as mine 22th August 2008). Weee...I shall email the event organiser to get a full details.

Oh and also, the good news that makes me more semangat to prepare for exam and smile oh so widely. Rezal called just now when he had his break informing me he don't have to do night shift, the project don't need him during the nifht shift for now. Yeah (talking to the company: thanks eh, buat susah aje heheh..)

ps: hun, mark and make this date available for me ok. 30th August 2008 @7pm I got a surprise for ya. insyaallah. (:

sacrifices he made. . .

2008-08-07T01:56:00.000+08:00

Current Mood: [love]

Finally I got what I want. (:
It feels so right to have you around.
At least for one night, I don't feel miserable not being able to sleep cause I'm worrying too much about you out there. I can sleep peacefully tonight. Thanks love, for the time you put aside for me. I appreciate it so much.

ps: i like the song too.

pss: night shift suck big time, i super super don't like ok. *bluek*

Pagi yang gelap

2008-08-01T02:13:00.001+08:00

Current Mood: [love]

Psst hun. . .
Please take note of the color lyrics. . .

Pagi Yang Gelap - Hujan

Lebih tua dariku
Harap sabar menunggu
Kepulanganmu ku tunggu

Bukan maksudku mendiam
Tiada niat menyimpan dendam
Hakikatnya rindu yang mendalam
Jalan ini kan membantu
Hari esok siapa yang tahu
Kata ibu dengar sahaja
Cerita hanya kita berdua

Pagi yang gelap
Kini sudah terang
Aku adikmu
Dan engkau abang
Aku amat merindui kamu
Pagi yang gelap
Kini sudah terang
Aku adikmu
Dan engkau abang
Inginku ulang ke masa dulu

Tak akan putus hubungan kita
Tarik nafas lega kerna aku tak apa-apa
Jalan ini kan membantu
Hari esok siapa yang tahu
Kata ibu dengar sahaja
Cerita hanya kita berdua

I guess this time around this song can be related to us lah hun :)

the 75 months

2008-07-26T23:55:00.000+08:00

Current Mood: [love]

I think I deserved to spare a little time in here, projects have taken ~~most~~ all of my time. That explained the lack of updating. But one thing for sure that I never failed to look forward to the weekends. The weekends are the only time I make sure I don't touch any of my projects of school work unless under some unavoidable circumstances I have too. And during weekends, I'll make sure I'll do my catch up on the beauty sleep and regain all those lost energy during the weekdays. Besides that, I'll make sure I spent enough time with Hun and the parents.

Without failed they would always gonna to take me out, giving me nice delicious food to eat to fill up this empty stomach of mine where it usually goes empty when I forgotten about my lunch or too tired for my dinner during the weekdays. They would bring me out everywhere anywhere so that I could just simply enjoy without even thinking about school in a slight second. As for Hun, he make sure I free my mind when we're out with his antics behaviour and jokes.

Every Sunday, where I usually prefer to just stay at home and be prepare for the next day. He usually said to me: "No no it's still the weekend." Then he would bring me out to catch the latest movie. So, every Sunday he would usually asked me: "So baby, what movie do you wanna watch today?" So that explains why I managed to catch all the latest movies without failed despite the hectic schedule.

I think I deserved all this little pampering from them. And I wanna thanked them for that. :) For I am always happy to start the new weekdays. It's like bring home a whole pile of dirty laundry, where they gonna washed you with a nice smell detergent, hang you dry, and iron you and you'll be oh so clean once again. Yup. That's how I felt.

And today, this weekend falls on the 26th where today marks our 75th monthsary. And he surprise me and got me the tickets for the 3rd of August. The most least expected gift coming from him. You see this is not his kinda of thing to watch, his actually looking forward more to the Singfest concert. Yet, he still bought the tickets for me. Thanks Hun, so sweet of you. :)

On a different note, I have tons of pictures to upload but I just don't have the time to do it. Well I guess the pictures have to wait. . .

ps: happy 75 months muhamad nursyahrezal - let's grow old together. Another pharse of I Love You can? . . .

Rock Never Die. . .

2008-07-19T01:03:00.000+08:00

Current Mood: [calm]

Rock Never Die. . .

Anda Mahu Rock ? ? ?

Have you heard the news?

On the 3rd August 2008?

At Republic Polytechnic. . .

Amy and Search.

Will be Performing there. . .

And tickets are selling at a very reasonable price. . .

I really really really wished someone could sponsor me with the tickets to watch them live
[*hint hint* ] (; I am all excited when hearing these, suddenly all the tired feeling just vanished for a moment. (itu belum tengok lagi, baru dengar news. kalau dah tengok tak tahu apa pulak yang akan terjadi)

Maybe many of you do not know that I love this band ever since my childhood days. And I've been secretly in love with him since the first time I know Search exist and up till now am still deeply in love. Yes now, where his already at the age of 50, and his first daughter is has the same age as me. (which means his old enough to be my dad !)

But yet his is still oh so good looking. . .

::. So how any sponsor? .::

ps: Hun you can get me ticket yang murah punya. Cuma $150 Aje ! (heheh)

Room for air. . .

2008-07-17T01:10:00.000+08:00

Current Mood: [bonkers]

I'm gasping for air now. . .
As long as I am still breathing. . .
I'll be alright. . .
I will survive. . .

psst. .
Dearest kyn I love you and miss you even more. . .
I know I've been keeping silence all this while. . .
Have not been asking you how have you been and such. . .
But one think for sure, I'll be here if you need me. . .
Hanging there dear. . .
We meet up soon aight. . .

You want a piece of me. . .

2008-07-02T19:28:00.000+08:00

Current Mood: [tired]

i wish i could cut myself into pieces and divide them equally. i will then give the pieces of me to each and every project group i'm in so that i could be at all meetings for all modules at all times. so that i could do all the different things without having to procrastinating one or another. so that i don't have to multi task where multi task could lead to messy and confusion. which will then end up with frustration. because the mind gets tired and the storage space can no longer squeeze in any more info inside it.

my love kyn, thank you. i love you. and yes that's what i need an encouragement a motivation. but for a start a comfy bed, a cuddly pillow is appreciated. naah..that's imposibble a cuddle will help i guess.

ps: hun... where u?

74

2008-06-26T00:37:00.002+08:00

Current Mood: [love]

Term break ended in a blink.

I think-ed I've well spent the full two weeks of it. First week I'm slotting in for only 1 project meeting, then the entire days were spent for my own pleasure moments like berkepet-ing with rezal, spending time with the parents, meet up with the girlfriends, being a tourist in my own country

in another word holiday in Singapore. Second week then I started kicking my own ass to start on projects, slotting projects meet up and still ~~have~~ make time for berkepet-ing sessions with rezal. *chuckles*

During one of the berkepet-ing moment, rezal start bringing up some serious issues which he gave me a goose bum. When the man starts talking, you better listen and listen to it well. Because it's not often that you get to see the man maturity side I tell ya. He will only show those maturity talk with that maturity voice when his at work in the office, when times I called him at work. Most of the time, when we're out together I only get to see his goofy side, his annoying and irritating behaviour.

But at that point of the time, for the very first time he told me straight on my face "Baby I'm serious now", where I thought it was just one of his act. But no, I was wrong. Upon looking at that serious look, I know he meant it. "I think it's time for us to take this relationship to the next level." I look at him in the eye not blinking for even a second, I looked closely to him searching for something that I thought I could identified his goofy-ness but I found none. He continued and said, "I'm all ready now, I'll start making my move upon your approval. " The convo continues, where at the end of it I told him, I will discuss it the parents. He accepted the suggestions and decisions that I made.

Last Tuesday, we both had a dream. . .

I guess this is it. . .

A sign ?

Destiny ?

Insyallah. . .

Thank you Hun for the Coach bag, pair of sandal, blouse and a beautiful ring I love it.
But I Love you more Muhamad Nursyahrezal.

ps: happy 74th month sayang. . .

Pandai Eh. . . .

2008-06-25T22:06:00.001+08:00

Current Mood: [love]

I need to do this first.
Message for Hun a.k.a Ruzty the Doc.

Ok Mr Ruzty what's with the additional name you have there. The Doc? Oh pandai eh main pujuk pakai tagging pulak. Takut kan kalau sms or call me, I tak layan. Hmmm. . . ok here goes. . .
Hun, personally for me nothing went wrong and everything seems going well for yesterday's plan. (ok that's a lie) Yup. I was a bit disappointed. (a bit aje sungguh) But what matters for me is the quality time we had. I appreciate the sacrifices you've done for me. Thank you so so much. At the end of the day, I've enjoyed myself infact it when well though it's didn't happened the way we planned. But on the bright side, something impromptu was better where you surprise me one after another. And every surprises left me with tears rolling down my cheek.
How can I not forgive you hun. You tell me. . .
I love you more no words could describe it. . .
I keep the rest of it for your own hearing pleasure aight sayang. . . ;)

ps: pardon with the mushy-ness people.

lonely ?

2008-06-21T13:09:00.001+08:00

Current Mood: [calm]

"Aren't you bored being the only child?"
"Ohh Soo Goodd !!"

Two different reaction from people, when they find out me being the only child.

For some, they said they prefer to be alone rather then having siblings around. . .

Others find, not having siblings your childhood life is meaningless. . .

As for myself, I smile and said. . .

"Nope. Having the parents around,is enough to make my 24 years of live full of colours. Not even once, I felt bored and lonely being alone. And when Rezal came into my life, he beautify it like a rainbow shine in the sky".

ps: sometime it's good to be alone.
(mungkin ada rahmatnya di sebalik ketentuan illahi. :) allhamdullilah dengan pemberiannya)

Tiredness. . .

2008-06-18T15:44:00.000+08:00

Current Mood: [relax]

Father's day celebration had drained my energy completely. Celebration was made way advance on Thursday evening after both my men came back from work. Well, we celebrated in advance since Rezal when off for a quick holiday with his family. As usual we proceed to CCK park for dinner. (reads: this place has been our favourite makan place) The only difference that evening was, instead of West Coast park for dessert at MacDonald, we headed to Holland Village for Haagen Dazs Ice Cream.

We were supposed to go off for a quick holiday too, but due to abah's schedule it's been cancel. Instead, Friday and Saturday was spent looking for a special gift for abah. We intended to buy him a watch. But, he already bought a watch on his own. We intended to buy him a pair of sandals. But, the Scholl sandals for his birthday were stil brand new. We intended to buy him Polo Tees. But the wardrobe had been invaded with different colours and design of Polo Tees. Mother came with a suggestion to buy him a smart casual looking shirt instead. Ever since the Polo Tees had been introduced to him, smart casual shirt seems fading away in his wardrobe. Hence on Saturday, we proceed to vivo city, to this particular shop where there are only two outlets in Singapore.

On Sunday the actual Father's day itself, I celebrated Grandfather's (atuk's) Day instead. Going out with the entire family members and cousins have been lovely. But one think that had me confused was, it was a father's day celebration but how come the mother's - nenek are the one doing the shopping instead of the daddy's?

ps: super lazy and tired to upload pictures of the outing.

what have you done hun?

2008-06-12T15:26:00.004+08:00

Current Mood: [love]

" Tonight, the feeling of love is just so incredible.
I don't know how to describe it, it's abnormal.
Did you cast a love spell on me?
Did you make me drink your love potion? "

" No dear, I'm just being a Care bear,
where I would bulge out my tummy
and the heart will shine on you.
So you could feel this incredible love of mine. "

I asked him last night, before he dozed off and left me with the sound of his breath. . .

ps: I love you hun.

Cut Cut Cut. . .

2008-06-10T23:54:00.001+08:00

Current Mood: [love]

When Rezal went for his reservist, he can't stop complaining and was effing furious for gotten a his hair cut. He was so pissed off that they cut his hair short like a school boy. Over the phone conversation, he told me that he wouldn't dare to look at himself in the mirror, because of the hair cut. I know his just aggregating to make it sound so bad.

It turned out wasn't that bad when I saw him last Friday, and yes he did look like a school boy. Through out the whole evening, he couldn't stop pulling my hair. Simply because he misses his hair and was jealous of mine.

I used to offered him my hair scarf,

so that his fringe wouldn't cover his face.

But now with his new hair cut, he doesn't need it anymore.

So, being a nice girlfriend, I offered to go cut my hair too so that we both got a new short hairstyle. (reads: besides that's what i actually wanted months ago, where normally he would said no. he totally against the idea of me having a short hair. so this is the only golden opportunity for me to go have my hair cut.)

Off we went to the saloon to get my hair cut. As soon as the hairstylist start snipping it of bit by bit.

The more hair starts lying on the floor.

And the more pulling faces he gaved to me.

Yes. Through out the whole process his been giving me this look. But the ending result wasn't so bad, when I asked him about the hair length. He gave me a very simple yet approving answer by saying: "acceptable length."

And so I told him, now we're EVEN. We both got our hair cut. And you no longer can be jealous of my ~~long~~ hair. And no more pulling of my hair. :)

ps: besides that hun, we definetly look 4 years younger then our actual age with this new school kids look. Don't you think so? ;) (heheh) I love you Hun.

thumbs up. . .

2008-06-09T11:08:00.001+08:00

Current Mood: [relax]

I got to watch these two movies. . .
I've been listening to those who had watched it saying this and that. . .
My heart racing for term break to come fast. . .
Finally. Mission Accomplished. . .

" JODOH ITU LEBIH KUAT DARI CINTA "
- Maria

" AFTER YEARS OF LIVING IN THE CITY I ASSUMED THAT IF MY FRIENDS AND I EVER GOT MY FAIRY TALES ENDINGS THAT WOULD BE THE END OF THE STORY. BUT REAL LIFE - ALWAYS HAS A TWIST "
- Carrie Bradshaw
" Year after years, twenty-something women came to New York City in search for two "L"s: Labels and Love. Twenty years ago, I was one of them. Having gotten the knack Labels early. . .I concentrated on Love."
- Carrie Bradshaw

Would you take me. . .

2008-06-06T10:30:00.001+08:00

Current Mood: [relax]

Can we get away this weekend.Take me to Broadway. Let’s go shopping baby then we’ll go to a Café.Let’s go on the subway.Take me to your hood.I neva been to Brooklyn and I’d like to see what’s good.Dressed in all your fancy clothes.Sneaker’s looking Fresh to Death I’m lovin those Shell Toes.Walkin that walk.Talk that slick talk. I'm likin this.

ps: he'll be home tonight. & the ~~weekend~~ term break is here. :)

2008-06-03T22:42:00.000+08:00

Current Mood: [lonely]

For now, goodbye White Jumpsuit. . .

Make way to. . .

Green CAMO Uniform. . .

Hi Mr Uniform you look sexy in it. . .

Get the drift?

Yes.

Muhammad Nursyahrezal been called up for reservist 21oo hrs ago.

Yup.

3 days in camp.

ps: jng boring boring okay. . .
sayang dia. . .
nanti balik b belikan ice cream eh. . .
;)

73

2008-05-26T22:38:00.000+08:00

Current Mood: [love]

Happy 73 Monthsary Hun. . .

Thanks for the little surprise. . .

I was caught off guard. . .

You had me. . .

It was sweet. . .

Thank you. . .

I didn't know you noted every single detailed that I've said to you before. . .

I thought you never listen. . .

I guess I was wrong. . .

I love you Hun. . .

Though life gets tougher each passing day. . .

I know we're able to walk pass through it. . .

My new title...

2008-05-23T18:03:00.000+08:00

Current Mood:[Joy]

" You got message."

A reminder I got from my mobile. . .
Took the phone and read it line by line. . .
It says. . .

"To all my beloved cousins. . . I wanna announce a very BIG NEWS. . N I wanna share with all of you. . . I'M 9 WEEKS PREGNANT !!! I just went to the doctor to confirm again. . . So, You all will have a new status which is THE AUNTIES. . . Hahaha.. and not forgetting THE UNCLES. . ."

Upon hearing that, I can't help but to shout to my mum to tell her the great news. At the same time imaginig Nazhiif the second last cousin who's 4 years old holding the title "uncle". Haha.

Allhamdulliah, and congrats to both kak ida and abang zahid. (:

Distraction. . .

2008-05-21T17:44:00.001+08:00

Current Mood: [calm]

This always happens. Whenever you switch on the laptop, with the intention of kick start on your projects and tutorials. You always end up get distracted by this things call Internet. First thing you'll do is to check your emails, then gradually you will start doing other irrelevant stuff. Like online shopping, watch YouTube videos,reading movie synopsis etc etc etc. . . Arrgghh. . . Though back in your mind, keep telling yourself to stop and start googling for some reseach to be done for the report. But no, I will always end up doing other things rather then my report. Then, I keep telling myself I better finish up all these projects, tutorials, revision for ica's before the weekend comes, simply because I don't want to end up doing those things during weekend. No No. How to? When here I am blogging an entry. This is no good.

But some distractions are good, it keeps you motivated. It keeps you going and wouldn't want to stop until everything is done. Yup.

Keep thinking of the weekend. . .

The previous weekend. . .

Dinner at

on Friday. . .

Catch

by Midnight

Saturday celebrated Mother's day at

followed by shopping at

Since it's mother's day as well as her up coming birthday, gifts were not forgotten for sure.

Dinner at

again on Sunday. . .

Then catch

before heading to West Coast Park. . .

And the upcoming weekend. . .

Yes. This is the exact thing I'm going to do.

Go keep thinking of the weekend. . .

You want to finish it before weekend come. . .

So off you go now. . .

Top of the world.

2008-05-14T21:43:00.000+08:00

Current Mood: [love]

The only explanation I can find

Is the love that I found

Ever since you've been around

Your love puts me at the

Top of the world.

what is the moral of story. . .

2008-05-14T19:42:00.000+08:00

Current Mood: [relax]

I was having my lecture when rezal text me during his lunch time. Upon reading his message, I cannot help but to laugh though it wasn't so loud but still it managed to caught Carol's eye to see me laughing to myself.

"baby pity me tau, I bought fried rice with fried chicken. abih tu kan abih tu kan...a bird came and eat my rice. abih tu kan abih tu kan...the bird took the fried chicken away then flew off ;( "

So the text continued when I asked what happened.

"i went to buy my drink, and place my plate on the table. when i return, the table is in a mess with the rice and my fried chicken went missing."

I can't help but to smile to myself still. So I asked him, isn't there anyone around to at least keep the birds away from the food. And asked him to buy a new one.

"there is. but all mind their own business. i can't, i don't carry much cash."

Ok. At this point of the time, I stop smiling already. Knowing him very well, he have this habit of bringing almost an exact amount for him to spent the day at work. He don't like the idea of carrying extra cash. Cause it might make him over spending for the day. I don't know why, he had his own reason. So I told him to withdraw some instead what's the huha all about.

" i went there already, and the ATM is temporary out of service. It's ok lah baby, i try to find something to eat at the pantry."

Upon reading that. Yes. I felt pity for him, I wish I could flew there with his meal. And the other side of my feeling. I felt a bit pissed. Simply because, I've told him so many times that to bring extra cash in case of fire (reads:emergency) so that there will no fuss over ATM went out of service, there is no ATM around, and any other reasons or possibilities that could have happen. In another word, etc etc etc. . .

But no he didn't listen, as a result this is what happened. As a result, he filled his stomach with some biscuits and make himself a cup of coffee.

So you see, from rezal's experience. It teaches us alot of things:

1. Don't leave your food unattended, this might invite unwanted guest. (like the birds, flies, and maybe the cleaners might take away your food thinking it's not wanted anymore)

2. Bring along your plate of food where ever you go, when everything you need is complete, then you find yourself a seat.

3. If, you can't help but need to leave your food/items unattended. Take an inciative to approach someone who sit close enough to keep a look out for you.

4. Anyone who have been or not been approach, but have seen that the person who sit somewhere close to you leave his/her things, belonging, food etc etc etc unattended. Please, do a small part of good deed by just keep a silence look out. For an example, unwanted guest like a bird came trying to eat from the plate, the least you could do is to "shoo" away the bird. Another example, if the cleaners came and wondering if the food is still wanted or otherwise, the least you could do is to make an eye contact with them by nodding your head or shake it off. And also, last example that I could think off. Let say some suspicious looking person wondering around looking at something that attracts him/her or caught his/her attention at that area. And where he try to come near to grab - snatch and run away with the item. You can at least say "WOI ! " to him/her. That will for sure shocked him/her and attracts alot of attention and that person will walk or even run away.

5. And lastly, please bring a right amount of cash with you where ever you go.

Agree, no?

Happy Mothers' Day

2008-05-13T00:47:00.000+08:00

Current Mood: [love]

You taught me everything
And everything you've given me
I always keep it inside
You're the driving force in my life, yeah

There isn't anything
Or anyone that
I can be
And it just wouldn't feel right
If I didn't have you by my side

You were there for me to love and care for me
When skies were grey
Whenever I was down
You were always there to comfort me
And no one else can be what you have been to me
You will always be you always will be the girl
In my life for all times

Mama, mama you know I love you
Oh you know I love you Mama,
Mama you're the queen of my heart
Your love is like Tears from the stars
Mama,I just want you to know
Lovin' you is like food to my soul

You're always down for me
Have always been around for me even when I was bad
You showed me right from my wrong
Yes you did
And you took up for me
When everyone was downin' me
You always did understand
You gave me strength to go on

There was so many times
Looking back when I was so afraid
And then you come to me
And say to me I can face anything
And no one else can do
What you have done for me
You'll always be
You will always be the girl in my life

Never gonna go a day without you
Fills me up just thinking about you
I'd never go a day without my mama

Selamat Hari Ibu. . .

It's still not to late to wish right. . .

Well, in my point of view. . .

Self declare. . .

Proclain. . .

The entire month of May is dedicated. . .

Specially for you mother. . .

You're the queen to my heart. . .

I love you. . .

ps: it's her birthday month too. :)

Save the best for last.

2008-05-07T16:15:00.000+08:00

Current Mood: [tired]

Remember this picture

Remember, remember the previous previous entry that I mentioned there's a story upon this picture.

You ready? It's gonna be a very long one I'm telling you.

Well the story goes like this. Two weeks ago on the 21st April on Monday morning when I was getting myself ready to go the hospital to accompany abah for his medical check up. But, before we headed down, abah gave the hospital a called to enquire on our appointment. This is because we were supposed to receive a phone call from the ultrasound department before proceeding with the check up but we received none from anyone. After which we found out that, the lady who set the appointment date had done a mistake It was supposed to be 21.06.08 instead she wrote 21.04.08. Yes. Frustrated we was, can you imagined if we had made our way there without calling.

Since we are all getting dress ready to go, abah decided to reward us for taking good care of him by bring us out for lunch, since he felt better on that day. Hence, to Vivo we went. On the way out, I called Rezal and informed him about it. Over the conversation;

ME: "hun, tak jadi pergi hospital tau pasal makcik yang set schedule abah salah tulis date. "
HIM: "oohh..ok ok, abih dah keluar ni nak gi mana?"
ME: "VIVO, nak gi makan."
HIM:"ok, but b, try not to be home late eh.."
ME: "Asal?"
HIM:" I nak ajak you keluar, dinner."
ME: "ok, alah you pun nanti OT balik lambat, so you're the one whose gonna be late instead of me."
HIM:" tak i try not to OT sampai malam."
ME: "you nya tak malam pukul berapa? by the time you balik gitu gini gitu gini kedai semua dah tutup."
ME:" Nak gi makan mana?"
HIM:"Somewhere kat Marina ke Esplanade ke."
ME:" Huh? jauhnya. You biar betul, hello..it monday tau.."
(knowing him very well, he usually gets very tired after work & to travel that far just for dinner on weekdays especially on MONDAY evening so not him)
HIM:" ya, I serious ni, this time around is something different, I got a surprise for you."
ME:(wondering on the surprise part) "Alah, that can wait till weekend kan. What's the rush for?" HIM:"no no it got to be today, there's no other day."
ME:(completely in daze and asked him again) "you nak ajak i gi mana?"
HIM:"alah tanya lagi, somewhere kat marina or esplanade."
ME:(by now, already in my own thoughts wondering what is the surprise about)
HIM:"dah dah i dah nak start kerja balik. I tahu you jangan lambat. By the time i sampai you dah siap, bukan tengah siap BUT dah siap." ( he keep on emphasing on me not to be late while getting dress)
ME:"okay okay, i will" ( still in wonders)
HIM: "Aight I love you go have a nice lunch with mak and abah. AND STOP thingking about the surprise."

So, I inform the parents about the date, as well as the surprise part he mentioned. Still on the surprise, trying to make guess, assumptions what have you. And I came to conclude (macam ~~paham~~ betul) that maybe he gonna bring me out to watch the We Will Rock You down at the Esplanade theatre. haha

Fast forward...to the evening...

When Rezal came to pick me up, the parents and rezal had made some small whispering conversation that couldn't be heard. And quickly stop the moment I'm in the living room. When we're about to make our way out. Abah suddenly pop out, "Korang janji dia orang pukul berapa?" Upon hearing that, I went, "janji siapa? jumpa siapa ni?" At this point of the time, I can see how mother and rezal try very hard to cover the line. Mother went, "jumpa siapa zul..." by now abah was already laughing to himself. And Rezal when totally silence, and only said, "kita jalan dulu lah cik takut terlambat." As for myself, my curiousity gets wider.

Off we went then. We took cab, cause apparently Rezal turn out to be the late one instead of me. So much so of keep reminding me through out the day. So much so of informing me that we must be there by 8.30 latest. Other then that, we were too tired for the train especially during rush peak hours. Stinky body smell, squzeey cabin. No thank you.

In the cab, while talking Rezal's phone beep. Got a text for him. I can't help but I have to questioned him why he didn't take a look at his phone. You see he suddenly went silence and instead of taking out the phone and read the text message he sit there not doing anything but just stared at me instead. So I asked: "kan ada message asal tak baca?" So he took out the phone and said "my adik lah, sibuk betul lah dek tu."

Once we reached, Rezal bring me to walk around at the shopping mall for a little while before he bring me out to the route where we walk out from the Macdonald to go to the Esplanade. I must say, my mind and my heart couldn't stop wondering, couldn't stop pumping real fast as I on tight to his hand. Suddenly. Rezal stop for no reason. Pull me to the side, kiss my forehead and said:

"Baby, I'm sorry to do this to you, I don't want to but I have too. It's part of the plan. I don't want to embarrased you, and I don't want to do something like this again. Only for this moment. I'm sorry. I love you aight." And then he took out his tie and told me: "I'm sorry baby, I got to blind fold you."

Seriously, that was quite a speech he said there, which makes me even more worried. He sound so freaky scary to me. There was a lot of things back in my mind, I was thinking. What is he trying to do to me. Where is he bringing me. What sort of surprise is this that he have to say sorry, telling me he wouldn't want to do this again. And I went."Why do I have to be blind fold? why are you doing this t me? If you are sorry, why blind fold me. Tell me where you bring me."

I was reluctant to do that, I was worried, I'm nervous, all those unspokenable emotions. But somehow, this thing got to end right. So I simply sit there and be prepared for anything. For a start to be blindfold.

What happened after that, I'm too blind to see. So I only got this to tell you instead.

You see, that explain why I am so worried to let rezal go, I am so worried to that rezal going to left me alone.

But if only I knew Noreen was so near to me, you ladies were very near to me, I wouldn't be so scared. HAHA but then again if only.

We settle down at Pizza Hut right after that for dinner. They share their stories on how the planning started. And I got to know, the parents also know about this. So that explain about the slip of tounge that abah made back at home. That also explain the awkward moment in the cab when rezal phone's beeping. Because at that point of the time, kyn was the one who had text him. Telling me it's his brother.

And come to think about it right now, at this point of the time. I can't help but to laugh and smile to myself.

And if you ask me, how can I still remember every single details vividly. The answer is simple. Simply because, it was the most honorable moment in my life. The moment I won't ever forget. The moment I treasure. The day, my dearest made me cry. Tears of joy. And I took weeks to post this particular entry.

Well, I'm just saving the best for last.

I Love YOU ladies. And yes I love you too honey.

retro's back.

2008-05-04T00:46:00.004+08:00

Current Mood: [relax]

My all time retro's hits...

the moment...

2008-05-01T22:44:00.001+08:00

Current Mood: [calm]

" Cause if your love was all

I had In this life

That would be enough

Until the end of time "

6 years ago at this date.
For the first time ever he came over to my house to meet the parents.
For the first time ever, the parents knew that we were officially together.
& of course not forgetting the long hours of interview sessions between the parents and him.
Later in the evening, he was brave enough to ask the parents if he could take me out for dinner at the nearby shopping center.
& to my surprise, the parents said yes to him.
Hence, 6 years ago at this date.
Marks our first date.

At the end of the date, before we parted away.
I can still remember the bonus question he asked me.
" Can I get to go out with you again next time? "
I look away not wanting to look him the the eye and answered.
" You give me a call. "

6 years later.
We can still vividly remember one more important date in our life.
The date where we get approval from my parents.

ps: hun, this date wouldn't happened if you're not bold enough to come over to my place.
I'm glad to you took the challenge I gave you 6 years ago. (:
I love you

Six

2008-04-26T02:26:00.000+08:00

Current Mood: [love]

Happy Anniversary Hun. . .

There's a story behind each pictures.

At times, the smile fade away.

At times, it feels like falling in love all over again.

At times, the feeling of letting go haunt you.

At times, the feeling of not wanting to let go teaches you to grow up together.

Who would have thought we could go this far.

A friend asked: "how do you make the relationship stay fresh?"

I smiled and jokingly answered: " i kept it in a freezer."

Truth is, it was never easy. Yet achievable.

ps: i love you muhammed nursyarezal.

Happy Birthday !!

2008-04-22T13:50:00.002+08:00

Current Mood: [love]

First and foremost;

Happy Birthday to Rezal's mum: Cik Ros !!

Semoga dipanjangkan umur, diberikan kesihatan,

kesejahteraan serta dimurahkan rezeki dan dilindungi Allah.

Amin. :)

Am blessed for turning 24,

Beining surrounded by people I love.

No other present or gifts can replace the feeling of being loved.

All I can say is,

Am truly horned.

Am speechless.

It's been oh so wonderful.

Thank You for everything.

Let me briefly said on what I did & where I've been over the past three days:

Singapore Flyer

Straits Kitchen @ Hyatt Hotel

MacDonald @ West Coast park

Vivo City on Sunday.

Vivo City again on Monday afternoon

& Marina Square in the evening.

Am way too exhausted to do the usual elaboration. Let me just do the picture thingy, though it wasn't that much to show.

These will do. Too much viewing of pictures can cause harm to your health. (haha)

Naah.. like I said earlier, not much pictures to show, and am exhausted.

There's a story behind the second picture. Maybe will do the story telling after I get pictures and videos from them.

ps: deariest, you know what happened. Rezal was totally drained out when we're in the cab. Member snooze off.. haha

My old man..

2008-04-19T13:49:00.000+08:00

Current Mood: [happy]

When the house is back with loud music played on the audio. Accompanied with small voice humming the songs played. And once in a while, the humming turns to singing loudy and happily. When I have lesser time to use the desktop computer. When there is flickering of tv channels from one to another. When all the above happened. There is only one thing, that had already took place.

Abah had recover almost fully. Amin. Yes. My old man have fill the house with the usual cheereful atmosphere and ambience. Looking at him doing the usual things he love to do. Makes mum and myself smile again. I must say, I really miss him. The house is no longer quite. I don't like the quite ambience. He's Back !! :) Thank you Allah.

This morning, right after breakfast. Scorpion was blasting in the audio, accompanied with singing and whistling. When rezal called and realised scorpion was blasting from the background. He then said: "eh scorpion's back." Simply because, he knows very well abah's routine.

Let's just hope next Monday will be the last appointment to the hospital. Cause I don't want to visit the hospital no more. Not any more please. But heck I forgotten, abah got another appoinment next month ! Arrgggrr... As for now, I shall just continue praying for his health, mum's health, everyone's health. Amin.

Aight. I should get myself ready. Rezal bringing me out today, he say's there's a surprise for me. I wonder what's in store. Cause he asked me to put on something nice. *chuckels* :)

Happy Birthday !!

2008-04-19T00:30:00.000+08:00

Current Mood: [happy]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIYI !!

You see I browse through the friendster hoping to snatch 1 picture of you to post at here. To my disappointment, you have the profile private & me had already cancel my friendster account . Then, I thought your blog can rescue me. But then, like I told you before I cannot view your blog with my laptop neither my desktop. Hence, there's nothing left for me to do. So I just have go ahead with this entry without your picture. :(

Anyway. Hope you have success, great health ahead of you...

Though we are not that close, but it's so nice to sit and joke around with you.

You take care there :)

Happy Birthday !!

2008-04-18T15:23:00.005+08:00

Current Mood: [happy]

Turning 24 today.
Will do a proper entry real soon.
But first, thank you so so much to ALL who have text me, call me, msn me, singing for me, sabotaging me wishing me accompanied with all your prayers.
Your prayers, are the best gift I ever had.
Amin Amin Amin.

Oh & ya...
I would like to highlight this, simply because I usually look forward to this every year.
Who would text me first when the clock struck midnight.
Besides, my parents & rezal.

Hence, Ezz you are the first person to text me when the clock struck midnight, while my parents and rezal were still singing the birthday song for me in the car. So you received nothing great but a big *hug* & a kiss *muck* on your cheek. *blush* :)

Happy Birthday also to a very close friend, Sarina.
Knowing her for 6 years now.
We shared the same birthday date.
So called the "siblings".
I came across one of her past entry last year & was smiling to myself.
(Ein, cute lah kau nya entry hahah..)

& I teared upon reading this entry from Kyn.
(i am oh so gembeng today for turning 24, mcm sayu gitu)
It's so sweet of you.

Yesterday, a short meet up with my Ite friends for dinner. The initial plan was to gather all April babies to have a celebration together. But due to busy and tight schedule, only 5 make it last night. To Fish & Co we went. Knowing very well, the Fish & Co culture of celebrating their customer's birthday. I informed them not to mention anything on birthday. But that was before the MacDonald manager came to join in.

When, the MacDonald manager came and ordered birthday cake for us this is what happened..

It's only the two of us that should stand there, simply because our date was the upcoming one.

I tell you I wish I can hide my face in my bag at that point of the time. But ya, I manage to keep cool somehow. Plus, that guy there look quite charming. ;) hahah..

If you wondering who is MacDonald manager. The one in blue. She is super workaholic.

And if you asked me, do i wanna do it again. Definately NO ! *bluek*

Happy Birthday !!

2008-04-17T10:39:00.003+08:00

Current Mood: [happy]

Happy Birthday Fahimah !!

Welcome to the 20+ Clan..

Since it's your birthday, I would like to show this cute moment of yours.

Enjoy. ;)

It's a joke that Aisyah given to her..

Look at how cute she run..

Good imagination you had there..

jangan marah eh..

Happy Birthday !!

2008-04-16T15:42:00.000+08:00

Current Mood: [happy]

HAPPY 24th BIRTHDAY HUN.
May happiness, success & health accompany

you throughout your journey in life.
Age is just a number.
A year older.
A year WISER.
I LOVE YOU...

My old man

2008-04-15T00:12:00.000+08:00

Current Mood: [worry]

Later today, to the hospital we shall go. For abah's further check up with the specialist. Am safe to say for now that abah is healthier as compared to last two weeks. But still, am still worried about him. Worry with what's the outcome, the result of the check up. Many had noticed that he loose quite a bit of weight. About 3 to 4 kg lesser.

I love my old man very much you see. Let's just pray nothing serious to be worrying about. Insyaallah.

false alarm...

2008-04-14T07:44:00.000+08:00

Current Mood: [tired]

false alam.

school starting on the 28th of april.

instead of today.

sorry to dampen the spirit and the excitment.

now i wake up early just to reconfirm.

since it's confirmed.

slumber land for a few more hours for me please.

Love. . .

2008-04-12T15:06:00.000+08:00

Current Mood: [love]

Yet another song . . .
He dedicate to me. . .
;)

hey wanita
gembira dapat berjumpa
teringat kembali kali pertama kita bersua
ingat bila kita bersepatu serupa
tak lama dahulu jangan kau kata kau dah lupa

kau bersama kawan-kawan muda yang nyata
kau paling menyerlah di antara mereka
rambut hitam warna cokelat anak mata
membuat aku kurang fasih bila bicara

apakata kita ambil sedikit masa
untuk mengenali sesama kita dengan lanjutnya
dan jika kau rasa apa yang ku rasa
ayuh kita ke bab kedua dan seterusnya

chantek..
dirimu buat ku tertarik
menghilang segala prasangka
di jiwa
ohh chantek...
sungguh aku cinta kamu

dia..
pandai menjaga hati ayah dan ibunya
kelakuannya sama dengan orang tuaku juga
dia..
bisa cipta yg gula dari yang cuka
pandai menukar yg duka kepada suka
dia..
bijak mengatur acara dan juga masa
cekap memasak garam gula secukup rasa
dia..
pandai menjaga harta dan juga duitnya
tetap anggun tanpa mendedahkan kulitnya
dia..
setia pada Yang Esa satu-satunya
memenuhi tanggungjawab 5 waktunya
dia..
punya tempat dalam rancangan yg ku rangka
tak usah lengah
ayuh kita berumah tangga

chantek..
sechantek suria menyinar
seindah bunga yang di taman..
mekar...
chantek...
dirimu buat ku tertarik..
menghilang segala prasangka
di jiwa...
oohhh chantekk..
sungguh aku cinta kamuaku..

melihat kita bersama di hari tua
dia..
masih satu tiada empat tiga atau dua
dan walaupun kau sudah kepudaran rupa
kau tetap cantik padaku aku tak lupa
kita bersama di anjung luangkan masa
kewangan kita merdeka mampu bersara
hasil usaha kita dari masa dahulu
cukup untuk mengisi perut anak dan cucu
hidup santai tak perlu terburu-buru
punya masa kerja ibadah dan juga ilmu
anak kita dan ayahya semua sebulu
aku bilang kau chantek dan mereka setuju

chantek..
sechantek suria menyinar
seindah bunga yang di taman..
mekar...
chantek...
dirimu buat ku tertarik..
menghilang segala prasangka di jiwa...
ohh chantek...
sungguh aku cinta kamu...

ps: Love you Hun

Thank You Allah. . .

2008-04-12T13:19:00.001+08:00

Current Mood: [relax]

Raihan on 6Lyrics.com

Thank you Allah for all you have given to me.
My family.
My parents.
Abah's health.
Our strength.
Our breath.

Remarkably,
abah had started working today.
After two weeks long staying at home.
:)

Thank You Allah. . .
Thank You Allah. . .
Thank You Allah. . .

sesungguh terasa betapa kerdil nya diriku ini
bila ku menyebut nama mu ya Allah.
Tiada tuhan yang ku sembah melainkan Allah.

Counting down the days...

2008-04-10T12:16:00.000+08:00

Current Mood: [calm]

Updates on abah, his still hanging there. Slowly recovering. Happy of course to hear his cheerful voice surrounded the house. But behind those happiness that we felt, a pinch of worried still stays beneath us. That worried-ness feeling that we can't avoid can't stop thinking about it. Especially when last Tuesday when abah last resort was to go to the hospital to do a thorough check up. The result was good, except for some which they refer abah to the specialist. The doctor said nothing serious, not to worried. How to Mr Doctor. You tell me...

Guess what. Abah lost weight okay. The tummy tummy area that I love to poke. Now, if I start poking don't feel the shiok as much as last time haha. (it's ok if you don't get what i mean) Oh.. allhamdullilah for NOW he stop smoking. For NOW for almost two weeks. For NOW eh.. I hope it's FOREVER eh abah. He said he try to quit.

Somebody asked me when school start. ;) Dearest Nurul, school starts next week. Yup. You heard me right, next week. You and Kyn still owe me a meet up tau. So how you two send me to school eh hahah.

Mum is pretty busy attending to abah ever since his sick. Hence, me being the only daughter (nak harap kan siapa lagi dah mmg sorang kan) in the house I try to help with the house chores whatever I could do. Simply because, I myself cannot stand the untidiness around whenever it happens. I went to the supermarket, cooking, doing the laundry and ect etc etc. . .

But what makes me happy the most, is when adah have the appetite to eat when I cooked the meal yesterday. Though, it was just a simple dish. :) I was tired for sure. But am delighted.

Later in the evening, it's been so long since I fidget around with my camera. So when I saw the sunset out from my window, I quickly snap snap it away. Before it's gone oh so quickly. Minutes after that, the rain starts pouring.

A happier note.

6 more days for hun to turn 24.

8 more days for me to turn 24.

And 16 more days for US to turn 6.

(something with number 6 which involves around us)

Well, I shall now start cooking then start mopping the floor. :)